The girl they will never have

Missing too soon.

It was time for the first dance of bride and groom. After their dance,others joined them. After settling down for five minutes,Loh came by and stood in front of me with eyebrows raised and I accompanied her knowing what she meant. We walked to the dance floor and I put my hands around her neck and she did the same. I smiled at her and she smiled back.

If you are just wondering whats wrong with us,then no,we are sisters and are not attracted to each other in any way.

At times like the dance,there are so many guys who come up and ask for dance. I have no interest in having a guy within one meter,holding me and talking shit. Its weird,but yes, I hate it whenever that happens. So as an escape to all that,I dance with my sisters. And to be frank,again,no guy ever asked me for a dance,which i am thankful for.

After we are done,there's a pass and i move to the next guy because he's hot. Stop rolling your eyes. I smile widely and keep my hands on his shoulder and he keep's his on my waist. I smile and look at him. He scrunches his eyebrows and smiles broader as if remembering me.

"Alia,shay,umm" he asks confused.

I felt bad because he didn't remember my name. I am literally unknown to many. Every relative of mine knows Dina,Lola,Eymar.

"Xanna " i smile at him and he nods.

"Yea right. I just mix up your names".

"Its fine".

"Hey,you look beautiful" he says me all smiling.

"Thank you" i say him with a slight blush.

"But seriously, you look really good today without your glasses" he says me smiling.

If you think that i just told that i dont dance with guys,then yeah thats true. But this guy is not a random guy. He is handsome and sexy and all cool without much show-off. And i ofcourse have a little crush on him. On a serious note,he's my mom's brother-Zaan. And like most of my crushes,he's unfortunately married. And that sucks.

"Finally" i said him looking away.

"Huh?"

"Nothing,thats the first time you actually talked to me and yeah complimented too,i suppose. Like i exist apart from dina and loh". I say him but not angrily,like just telling him.

"You were always there,its just that.."

"I was joking. I know that i am too shy and never actually had anything to talk to you about. So its fine" i say him smiling and he smiles back,relieve on his face.

"Umm yeah i guess,but you do look beautiful"

"Is that so? Hmm? Then as a token of appreciation you can gimme y'knw some bills". I ask him with a smirk.

"Oh yeah? Whatever for you sexy" he says removing his shoulder and searching his pockets. I look at him confused and see him removing like about 500$ bills and handling me. I look at him wide eyed and he pushes them towards me.

"What are you doing?"

"Giving the so-called-token of appeciation, I have like right now just this much,the rest I will give you later"