The girl they will never have

27.

Everything's over now. Vacations,soccer,junk food and my savings too. And now here I am,sitting in my room and making my nth plan for studying. There are code words written all over my book which are just my way of not showing all these plans to anyone. Not that I'm competitive with Em or Mila, it's just that I don't like people reading the things and stuff that I do or moreover my weird thinking process.

As if the semester exams were not enough to tense me up and my lack of studying,my mind has some other plans. Plans if I start to follow will doom me. Yes,surely they would,cause they are all about a guy. One guy,who's been raiding my mind from the day I met him.

Zaid.

It's been two weeks now. All this results in me thinking of removing my brain and keeping it aside and to just lay down. No thinking about anything or everything. Just peace. Coz my mind and heart are too noisy right now. My brain telling me to start studying or else I will fail these exams and my heart telling me to rewind the conversations again even though i have already done it uncountable times. To be frank,I don't like the state in which I am. It's too unhealthy for me.

Getting up from the bed,I sit straight because of the slight knock on the door. After shouting a short yes,I look around and find that my bed is covered with books,making me realise of how much I have to study. I mentally slap myself for wasting my time by moping and sulking.

" Extra large pizza with extra cheese mam " 

I look up and see Zii coming inside with nothing in hand. Well,I actually thought he got me pizza. But again,we are talking about Ziii.

"Give me the phone Zii and you can get out."

 Oh yes,that's Zii for you. Whenever there's a call for me,he picks up the phone and says this dialogue every time with variation of only the food names. And why is that,just to make the person at the other end jealous. To be precise-Mila and Em. They think that I'm actually having pizza and start shouting at me.

"It's complimentary mam. Y'know,from the boss"

 Zii says with a wink and throws the phone at me. Don't be too surprised because my brother actually did say that. Indirectly saying that I somehow know the pizza guy's boss,like hooked up with him.

I squint my eyes and stare at him and reply back

"Say him that last night was the worst. His being rich doesn't necessarily mean he has brains. Explains why his wife left him."

I stifle my laughs and Zii stares at me wide eyed. Hmmm Maybe he shouldn't have had listened to that sort of talk yet,like he is twelve years now. He simply caught that dialogue from Eymar and uses it on me,in this way. 

I get up and push him out in his still dazed state and lock the door. The shouts of both Em and Mila are not unnoticed.

I know I'm all supporter of virgin eyed and what not,but staying with Mila and Em made me this. Half of the time we are flirting with each other. And we flirt only because we know that we all are straight as a .........circle. No. As the straightest thing in the world.

"Did you just do what I think you did?" That's Mila shouting with Em blowing a low whistle.

"Yeah,I would totally do that if his boss is exactly fourteen years old,which I'm sure he's not. "

"Forget about that,but YOU ARE HAVING EXTRA CHEESE PIZZA WITHOUT ME, Xan. I thought we had a connection,that extends to food too."

 Fake sniffles. More fake sniffles.

"Y'know you broke my heart Xan. It hurts. Too much-"

"Shut the heck up Em." Mila and I both shout at her stopping her from those boring meaningless confessions. Huh,dramatic.

"Ahem, I was just practicing for my drama class guys. Chill. And I know,that was my darling Zii,secretly telling me that he's all for me. "

"Yeah,sure he is. He keeps looking at our neighbor who is just a year younger than him. And not the creepy stares. The looks with affection . And he listens to everything she says. Looks like I have to drill in him some sense or better to let his secret out at the dining table minus dad."

"Ooh Em. That's sad. Y'know your first heart break"

Mila and I start laughing at Em. Why does she even do that in front of us when she knows she's only getting to be insulted.

"And why are we on a con call when we have exams coming up?"

"Yeah,about that. We actually have good news. And I'm not pregnant. It's about you Xan." Mila spoke all too soon making me wonder if she got mr.sam's number. 

Hi! 

I'm really sorry for updating so late but I had my practical exams and on top of that,my wifi isn't working from the moment i stepped in my house after finally completing my exams. Talk about luck!!!

And my wattpad still isn't operating so please bare with the editing issues. 

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Next chapter would be out tomorrow if I'm successful in stealing my brother's hotspot.😜😜😜. Again.

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And I still have my annuals in the coming week. I will try to update as much as possible. But,no promises.