The girl they will never have

Shopping and food ofcourse

I controlled myself not to look at the donuts and hotdogs and tacos and French fries and fish fries and pizza and burgers and Ahhhhh,the flavored ice cream parlor and candy floss placed on the counters. I licked my lips and started mumbling to myself about ignoring it.

"Xanna,they do not taste good,alright. When we go back,the first thing would be to crash dunkin donuts,street food stalls and eat as much as u want.kay. Don't waste ur money on these tasteless donuts." I scrunched my face in disgust so as to bring the feel. And yes, I am talking to myself. Normal me.

I put a heavy weight on my heart and moved on like I did not see them. We are shopping right now on the streets and looking around for some unique tiaras. I have no interest in any of it cause my heart's been crushed now. Mom and Elia keep looking for tiaras whereas I am busy eying the delicacies.

Oh,how I wish I could eat all of them right now. Or atleast knew how to make them. At times like this,I wish I had learned about cooking rather than studying. That would be like hitting two targets with one arrow. I could make money and eat to my heart's content. Hmmmmmh.

I could eat these now if I had not eaten pasta ten minutes before. I am hungry,again. If only aunt Elia wouldn't be here,then there would be no barrier between me and them. Not to publish this in the papers of Windsor by aunt Elia,and also not to scare her,I keep quiet and keep moving.

We entered a clothing store. I have no interests in going through all those racks and finding something. That's the worst and the most boring job. And even more irritating is to try when you know you wouldn't be buying it.But my mom obviously has different plans.

"Xanna , see this dress. It's pretty and will look good on you. Go and give it a try." My mom said the last thing I would want to hear. I turn around to refuse her but who says you fall in love only once. She had a prettier dress with a floral design perfect for summers. I smiled widely and went to have a closer look. My mom said to try and I headed to the trial room.

I looked around searching for it and spotted it at the far end. I walked across half of the store and reached it. I was entering the room when someone pulled with so much force as to make me fall forward. And on instinct I opened my mouth to shout and in return got a hand covering my mouth. I began to mumble which only came out as a cat's cry.
I looked up to see the person and

I stared at the person wide eyed and struggled to get out from his grasp. I was now mumbling louder and hitting his legs.

He stared me back with amusement in his eyes and a slight smirk. It looked like he was enjoying this show.

"How's my girl doing?" He asked me sweetly smirking.

My hands were itching to hit him because how dare he even touch me. He stood a bit far yet his one hand were still on my mouth and the other holding my hands together.

I stopped my mumbling and stared him back with my ice cold glare. Realizing that I couldn't talk,he removed his grip from my mouth and I bited his hand as soon as I can.
And I do not have any pity so that was a sharp bite. He instantly freed me and began rubbing his palm not without cursing some profanities. I keep quiet and tell myself that he is actually here and find a way to escape.

"No,wait. Ahhh. You are such a brat. But that doesn't make me stop from asking you-"let's have coffee". And stop being feisty." He said like he is talking to a long lost friend and I stared him even harder. Before I could say him anything,I was cut off by