The girl they will never have

Photos and tears

After the romantic talk,I know but that's the limit of me being  romantic,we did our final touch up. Dina told us to cover up for her because she had really very important thing to do. We agreed and followed her and saw her entering dad's room.

"Hey dad!" Dina greeted him and he turned around with a wide smile.

"Hey,what are you doing here?"

"To make up your tie I suppose!"

"Yes ofcourse,I will never get it right".

Anyone would be a fool if they couldn't see both the daughter and father hiding their tears. And I could feel Loh standing close to me and giving me a reassuring squeeze. The door opened revealing the guys-Eymar,Zii,Aly,Ayaan and saad. They stood at the doorway awkwardly looking at the bride.

I was one step away from bawling my eyes out and sobbing loudly. Tears streamed down our eyes. Dina herself broke down and hugged dad tighter. This only caused us to cry even more. Aly,saad and Ayaan left the room leaving our family to have our moment. Loh was sobbing and I cried and hugged her. And on cue mom entered the room.

"I love you dad so much that words cannot describe it. I love you for everything you have done to me,to us. For always being there and bringing us all up the way we are today. Thank you for bearing the pain of us. Thank you for forgiving my mistakes,for giving us the love which most of them do not get,for every little thing you have done for us."

I don't know how could she even tell all that because the rest of us couldn't even say something. Zii and Eymar were crying too with Zii turning red with all the crying. She was his favorite sister.

And dad,he looked like he wouldn't let Dina go. He loved all his daughters equally but the eldest daughter ofcourse had some more love. He was the most emotional person and I doubt he would even walk her down the aisle. I have never seen him cry so much and mom had a breakdown and sat crying on the bed. No one said the other to stop crying because it was best to cry now. To let our tears roll by.

After ten minutes of cries and sniffles,mom got up and patted Dina to control herself. Dad gave a small nod and left the room after saying his blessings ofcourse. Me and Loh by now had stopped crying and went to Dina.

We all left the room to let Dina and mom have their moment. I quickly wiped my tears and followed the guys. After straightening myself up, I went to do Eymar's tie and mess up his hair. That's my birthright after all. I did not really know how to do the tie but I liked the way I just hold his tie doing nothing and yet teasing him. The other guys were sprawled across the room and taking pictures with Loh poking her head in every picture,like always.

"You don't even know how to do it then what are you doing?"

"Straightening it up so I could make everyone jealous of us." I said him with a wink and he just shrugged and said 'whatever'.

After doing nothing I turned around not before messing up his hair and him shouting to do the same to my hair. I liked when guys did not do spikes like they just got a shock. Guys hair are meant to be messy. After getting a pointed look from Zii of not touching his hair or I donno what I'm gonna do to you, I went ahead to take pictures.

Alia and Shay,Ayaan's sisters and my other two favorite cousins were already there posing with Loh. I joined them after kissing Shay on her cheeks. She was chubby and ten years old whereas Alia was the same age as mine but was in junior high. Alia and I are those inseparable cousins who are seen attached to their hips all the time.