The girl they will never have

Sistas

I could feel someone picking me up and I snuggled closer to the warmth. I knew it would be dad,even being unconscious. I could hear Eymar telling dad that he would take me but dad denied.........Dad's.

I woke up by the sun rays that were burning my eyes. Irritated,I turned around and continued sleeping. The warmth made me snuggle more closer to myself. I looked at the time and it was 11:30. I sat up groaning because of the headache that I would feel soon.

I freshen up and go to the kitchen to eat. After settling with the plate,I eat the pasta without seeing Dina,also sitting there and staring me.  I raise my eyebrows asking

"why are you being so creepy?"

"Looking the way you eat"

"And may I know why?"

"Nothing" she looked around frowning.

I walked to her and sat beside her,with my breakfast ofcourse. I took her hand and gave it a small squeeze and she looked at me. Her eyes were noticeably moist. She did not know how to cry silently. Well,not all are experts like me in that....

"Who's gonna bake pizza" I ask her pouting because she makes the best home made pizza.

"Who's gonna doll me up" coz she and Lola always do it.

"Who's gonna make mom calm down when she scolds me"

"Who's gonna do horror pranks on me after I have just watched one"

"Who's hand am I gonna hold when i have sleepless nights and I remember the horror movies and your pranks"

"Who's gonna do my shopping and collecting all those beautiful accessories"

I was now crying being reminded of all these things.  She hugs me tightly and I hug her back with the same force.

"Huh,what am I gonna do to you both" Lola comes disturbing the moment. I wipe my tears and become conscious of all that happened cause that was not expected from me. I never said whatever I feel to anyone. We sit back and look at her.

O Oh

"Did she just cry?" Lola asks gasping like I did a murder.

"She did"

"Really?"

"Yeah Loh"

"Hit me harder"

Dina hits her harder not letting the chance slip by. I stare Loh and she rubs her shoulder.

"This should have been recorded,damn"

"Are you done?"

"No seriously,the first and last time Xanna cries"

So understood how am I. Emotional quotient-zero.
That's what my family thinks...

"Don't be jealous. I will cry again when you get married and I will lose my personal stylist" I say her with a smirk.

"I don't expect more than that from you"

"That's really good. You are a quick learner" I say her with a wink and me and Dina start laughing.

"You know what? It's your wedding tomorrow,so please please please...."

"What" both ask me scared of what I want from them.