The girl they will never have

Misha

How do you feel when you have to feel the wrath of a friend. Actually your one and only sole bestfriend. Yeah. That's her. Misha. And I am facing it.

I did not call her last week because of the wedding preparations. I left her hanging by saying that I did my dress shopping and she told me to send the pictures which I completely forgot uptill now. It's so damn scary talking to her now or should I say listening to her shouts and banter. Picking the phone and slowly keeping it slightly away from my year,I speak

"Hello" with a sugary coated tone.

"Who the hell are you? I don't know you. Why do you think I will talk to you." Misha shouted so loud that my ears were bleeding. I spoke too slowly and said

"I am sorry" so sweetly that I doubted whether it was actually my voice. I am really very bad. I change myself accordingly to the situation and the person. Well,it works. Coz I escape fights in this way,most of the time. And don't forget my innocent face. I could lie cleanly to even the principle of my school without getting caught,although I did not try. And yeah,it worked with Misha too cause

"I know,it's just you know how much of a fashion freak I am and it's ur sister's wedding so I want you to look everybit perfect" she said calmly. I wonder why I am surrounded by such fashionistas,huh!?.

I was actually busy so that was not a lie. I couldn't even msg anyone or pick Mila's or em's call. The house is full with relatives and every corner is packed with kids. And did I mention how much I hate talking on phone with anyone. It's looks to me so funny to even just hold the phone and talk. And messaging. Uhh. I hate even that too. And your guess is right. I don't have an account,neither on Facebook,Instagram,snapchat. You name it and my answer is no. Geez, I'm too lazy and anti-social.

"I will send you the pictures,now.ok?" I ask Misha sweetly carrying on the act.

"Yeah sure and sorry for shouting" Misha replies.

"It's alright. I should have send it to you sooner" I say Misha feeling a bit bad.

"Forget it. How's everything else going on" Misha asks me back to being her normal self.

"Everything's fine. I have to go to Windsor on Tuesday I know the wedding is on Friday but yeah,me and mom have to go" I reply Misha to which she gasps.

"Are you serious? The wedding is on Friday and you are going out of town.?" Misha asks me shocked. Yeah,I am going two days before the wedding only to invite my mom's cousin. They were too dramatic and saying that they would come only when we came to their house and invited them. And my parents were too polite on agreeing to that. And I have to accompany her. I have not met them uptil now and I am in no mood to meet them. Thinking about it alone makes me cancel this one day trip.

"Can't help Misha. No one else is free" I say her heaving a sigh.

"Oh, let it be. Enjoy it" Misha says happily.

"Yeah sure, I will enjoy" I said her sarcastically like how am I gonna enjoy when I'm missing the fun here with my cousins. I have always wanted to have a fun filled weekend with my cousins on the wedding weekend. Arggg. That's so unfair.

"Oh come on,it will be a getaway from here and you have to manage your studies and the wedding,so it will be a small relaxation.ok. Do enjoy"

"Yeah? Let's see" I say her moreover question her.

"Now go and carry on your work. Do send me the pictures. Kay".

"Sure Mish,bye"

"Bye"

I quickly scroll through my phone to send her the pictures. I send it and go to Dina  who's calling me.

"Yeah,what is it?" I ask her tiredly.

"Xanna ,please can you arrange everything that you will need on the wedding day now itself. I know you won't do that until the last moment" Dina requested me and I rolled my eyes.

"I will do that before I sleep. There's other work too and I have to help mom." I reply her and she glares me knowing that I am just being lazy. To be frank,there's nothing much that I need. A dress,heels and my hair and makeup that Lola will do.

I run to the terrace and sit in a corner and take a deep breath. I remember all the memories of our family together as seven.How ever bumpy might our life has been,we have always been together. That's the best thing and I want it to remain the same. I will miss her but I actually ask myself whether Dina will miss me.

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