Brielle's P.O.V.
I was lounging on my bed, just flipping my phone in the air before catching it, waiting for Niall to text me back. I had never been one of those girls who stared at their phone waiting for someone to text them. Apparently, I'm making up for lost time. Since I was bored to tears, I decided to write in my diary, seeing as good things have happened recently.
When you finally let go of the past something better comes along.
Hi. You know, something interesting happened this week. You know Niall, right? Well, of course you don't, you're a book but I'll tell you anyway. He took care of me when I was sick. Yeah, I was sick. It was horrible I was puking my guts out. But Niall took care of me like he was my boyfriend. It was nice. He asked me out halfway through the day, and the rest of the day was a date. All we did was watch movies and cuddle, nothing romantic. It was the best date I've ever been on. I think that was because it was Niall. Of course, it is always Niall now. All he does is make me laugh. Which is good, I suppose. I need to laugh more. It takes my mind off... things. Yeah, things.
Then, we played truth or dare the next day with Harry and Lacey and everyone else. It was pretty fun, at first. Zayn drank this disgusting thing, he almost puked. I laughed at his face. Then, of course, since I laughed, he picked me. I said truth. I mean, nothing about me is really that bad, besides, you know. He made me tell everyone about my first kiss. You don't know about it, do you? Oh, well, it was in a Porta-Potty at a Script concert. I was with this guy, his name was Aidan. He was also my first boyfriend. I told him I had to go to the bathroom, and he took me there because he didn't want me to get hurt. It was sweet, now that I look back on it. I was fifteen at the time, so I thought that he was being clingy. After I went and opened the door, he said he had to go and walked in, not letting me leave. So yeah, I was stuck there with a guy peeing. Once he was done, he saw my red face, because I was blushing, I mean, who wouldn't blush, right? Then, he kissed me. I probably was a horrible kisser, but he told me it was amazing. I'm kinda lame right, first kiss at fifteen? Oh well. I got my experience in high school.
Anyway, back to truth or dare. Niall picked truth, so he had to tell everyone about his first blowjob. I didn't hear, because apparently Liam thought it was inappropriate for my ears. Harry covered Lacey's ears, which I can understand, becasue they are dating, but me, not so much. Not that I would have liked to hear about his previous blowjobs, but still... the way he and the boys were laughing made me kinda curious.
Well, now to the even weirder part. Niall had to take me into a closet and at first we pretended to be having sex, but then he kissed me. Apparently the way I was fake-moaning his name turned him on. We made out, actually. Like, for five minutes, this is long for me. I mean, I only really made out with guys that were my boyfriend at the time. I guess Niall is changing me. I kinda like the change. But hey, he is a really good kisser. Like, I'm talking amazingly good. I get these butterflies and this weird feeling in my stomach, but I like it. I really do. Haha I'm talking like a teenage girl. Anyway, Niall and I have been texting like nonstop lately, so I'm waiting him to text me back. How pathetic right? I'm so lovesick. No, I do not love him, I just like him. A lot. Judge me, diary, I don't care. I'm not really affected by your decision.
Love...
The lovesick twenty-year-old
Just as I finished signing off my rather long diary entry, my phone buzzed. I lunged for it, managing to bang my knee on my desk. I picked it up and read the text. It was from Addie. I groaned as I read it. Call me, it said. Seriously, couldn't she just call me? I dialed her number and brought it up to my ear. Addie answered within seconds.
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