Burn (Part 2 Of Caffeine)

Chapter 20

For days I laid in the couch, not moving unless I had to go to the bathroom or eat. Being in my room brought back the memories of Kyu and me.

What if he really never loved me?

It hurts loving someone so much and them not having the equal amount of feelings. This is just like what happened with Kyu when he met me. He liked me a lot, but I didn't want to accept his feelings. Karma really is a bitch. Wait-since when did I believe in karma?

I shook my head and tried to stop thinking for a bit.

"You're so weird. How have I lived with you for ten years?" Sun Hi muttered as she put her shoes on to go to school.

"I thought you were twelve?" I said.

"In Asia I'm twelve, but I'm use to the American system..." She opened the door and left. She didn't even say goodbye. Why is everyone leaving without saying goodbye to me?

I rested my head back on the pillow and the house phone rang.

Great. That's just fucking great.

"What?" I asked in a rude manor.

{That's no way to greet your dongsaeng, but whatever... Come out and eat with Linda and me! You haven't been out in a while!}

"I don't want to Juliana..."

{And I didn't want you to leave so I guess we don't always get what we want. I'm outside of your house. You have five minutes.} she hung up and I groaned with frustration. It took a minute for me to get up, the problems of being lazy.

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I stared out the window in the car. I sat in the back seat while Juliana and Linda sat in the front.

"So where are we going?" I groaned, not wanting to leave the house.

"You'll see..." one of them answered. They both laughed and then continued on talking in English which I didn't understand. I started to drift off into a nap.

After a couple hours, I woke up and Juliana and Linda were staring at me.

"What?" I asked sleepily.

"You've been sleeping diligently, we didn't want to wake you." Linda said. I nodded and opened the car door. I looked up and we were in front of my cafe.

"Are you fucking kidding me? Why were you driving for such a long time? We could've just walked! My house is literally across the street!" I yelled. Juliana smirked and gestured to go in. I sighed in frustration and opened the doors. Chen and Suho greeted me but I ignored them, I walked straight into my office.

I closed the door and leaned on it with my eyes closed.

"Took you long enough..." a voice said. I slowly opened my eyes and Kyuhyun sat behind my desk. I sucked in my last breath and watched him as he stood up and walked to the front of the desk.

"I missed you..." he whispered.

"Stop with your lies, you never loved me, did you? You were just with me for the sex? We don't have the spark anymore? What is this shit Kyuhyun?!" I yelled, I tried not to let tears go down my face. His face went pale and he stayed silent for a bit.

"I did love you." he finally said.

"You did? What about you do? I'm on the edge of leaving!" I replied harshly.

"What do you want from me?!" He yelled back. I walked up to him and slapped him hard. The side of his face was red but he didn't move. He stared at me in shock, I never hit him once. I put my shaking hands on his face.

"I want you to save me." I whispered to him.

"I want to forgive you. I want you to keep your promises. No, I need you to save me and I need you to keep your promises!" I yelled at him. He stared at me longer.

"You're an angel, Sungmin. You know that..." he said to me as a smile grew and tears went down his face.

"I miss you and I need you. I'm stupid. I'm a bastard. I just need you to forgive me!" he tried to not yell.

"How can I forgive you if you don't tell me the truth?" I whispered.

"If you won't tell me things in honesty, then I'll forget you and just go somewhere else with Sun Hi." I let go of his face and moved my hands down to my sides.

"Everything you just said was a lie. You won't leave me. You can't because you love me." he chuckled. I stepped back from him and felt anger boil in my blood.

"Yes, I love you! What can I do? I don't even know how I can live without you! How can I live without you? What am I suppose to do?" I yelled.

"I don't have anyone but you." I whispered and let the tears go down.

"I can't do anything without you." I whispered but it was barely audible. He took a step towards me and I backed up.

"If you need me, why do you run away?" he asked as he took another step. I kept backing up until I was against the door once again.

"Our love was suppose to be forever, or so I thought. In reality, it became a living nightmare. Everything I once love left me. That everything was you. Just get away from me! Let me figured everything on my own!" I opened the door but Kyuhyun slammed it quickly before I could make my escape. I turned and he kept his arm right next to my head. He pulled his phone out of his pocket and put it in my face. I closed my eyes, expecting something bad to happen.

"Just look." he whispered. I slowly opened my eyes and there was nothing weird on the screen.

"What is this?" I asked.

"What time is it?" he asked back.

"It says three forty seven." I replied back. That time meant so much to me, or it use to mean so much to me.

No, it still means so much.

"I knew you'd be leaving at this time. I knew you wouldn't stay. I wanted to be with you for this time..." he whispered.

"Well I don't want to be with you. This is probably our last three forty seven." I said as I turned around and opened the door in a quick motion. I ran out, Kyuhyun yelled my name but I ignored it. I didn't care about him.

3:47 and him, I did care. He can't know I care. I don't want to care

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A/N: I have been editing this story so much wahaha. I think this story is just dragging on now. If it's bad tell me, if it's good... give it a star I guess... But I think this story really is just going on and on over nothing, and I am sorry for your boredom. I was thinking of completely changing the story but it would be a lot of work and I'm too lazy to fix everything...

Thank chu for reading~~