Burn (Part 2 Of Caffeine)

Chapter 9

Sungmins teenager years - Authors POV

The fourteen year old Sungmin sat on his bed. Thinking of what he should do. He was in a deep thought, whether he should continue being abused or try and get away with this murder. He had rubber gloves, and there in his hands, he held a dull kitchen knife. It was two in the morning and now it was Saturday. After a lot of thinking, Sungmin finally came to a decision. He stood up and opened his door quietly. The house was completely dark. He slowly walked into the dark hallway, towards his parents room. As he reached the door, he quietly and slowly opened the door. As expected, his parents were sleeping. He tip toed towards the bed. He stood next to his father, the knife was held up next to Sungmins ear. He was still considering if he should do this or not. Something deep in his mind was telling him to do this, to escape the pain. Suddenly, without thinking, he dropped his arm. He looked in shock at what he just done. The knife was deep in his fathers chest. He was sure it was where his heart was. He wanted to make sure that he was dead so he pulled out the knife and rammed it against his fathers chest once more. He then slowly walked towards his mother. He stood there and stared at her, feeling sorry for having to get rid of her also. She started tossing and turning. She then opened her eyes slowly and saw Sungmin. She stared at him with wide eyes. "I'm sorry," he whispered to her right before he stabbed her in the chest. As before, he stabbed her twice to make sure she was done. He picked the knife up and dropped it on the floor next to them. He then walked out of the room. The first thing he did was walk straight to his room and lay in bed, he laid down while smiling. All that went on in his mind was 'The pain is all gone now.' That is all he could say, which made him happy. Sooner or later he was going to call the cops to report this, but not right this moment.

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The sun came up and Sungmin awoke. He sat up in bed happily, remembering what he had done last night made him happier. No more being slapped, punched, shoved to the ground and kicked. No more pain. The kid smiled and went to the kitchen to eat breakfast. After eating he tried to make himself cry so he could call the cops. It took about five minutes and he grabbed the house phone and called. Within twenty minutes, the cops and ambulance came, they found the body and took it away. The whole time, Sungmin had tears. If the cops didn't know what have happened, the tears would have obviously been fake. Later that morning, Sungmin was taken to the police station to get everything sorted out. The police had to call his other family members but none of them wanted him. After about an hour of the cops calling family, Sungmin just asked if he could live by himself. He said, "I could have my parents money, I can live by myself, and still go to school!" He tried his best not to smile at all. The cop thought for a bit and agreed. From that day, Sungmin was free, he also lived by himself which made him happy.
Within weeks, he moved out of the house where he murdered his family. He started living in an apartment in Seoul. It was quite high class I guess you could say. His parents was also rich which was good. Everyday from school Sungmin always passed this empty shop, he liked to cook and make drinks, so the thought of a coffee shop was in his mind. He then bought the place and planned to work on it by the time he was eighteen.

He started to learn who his neighbors were. On the first floor, it was an old lady who never really left her house unless she had to buy food. On the second, there was a happy couple who lived there. He wasn't sure who lived on the third, fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh, eighth, and ninth floor. The people who might've lived there was never seen. On the tenth floor, lived an old man who ran some company. On the eleventh, was a college student who always stayed in her house. The twelfth floor was apparently 'forbidden,' from what Sungmin was told. The thirteenth floor was currently for sale. The fourteenth floor was Sungmins room. Finally, the fifteenth floor, it was the home to a rich family. Sungmin knew one of them since they went to school together. Cho Kyuhyun, he was the son of the owner of the SM building. He never understood what they did in that building, but they were really rich. Kyuhyun and him always walked to school together. There was no talking, they just walked.

When Sungmin turned seventeen, he started being bullied for being alone. He was always shoved, punched, and beat up. Of course he did what he had to do. He murdered them in their sleep. Except he didn't stab them like he did with his parents, he had a gun in his room, it has been there since he moved in. So he used that gun, and a silencer of course, to kill those that constantly bullied him. Some might have said that the small brunet had issues. He also thought he had issues too. He also went as far to killing someone his bully in a different country.
His name was Lee Hyukjae. He was bullied too, but during the last year of high school, that kid suddenly became 'cool' and bullied Sungmin. Sungmin figured out that the others boyfriend wanted him in America, so he went before that Hyukjae went. For a couple hours in America, he waited in Donghaes', Hyukjae's lover, room. He finally saw that Hyukjae was coming in the room, he his behind the curtains and waited. When the time came, he hit Hyukjae with a baseball bat in the head and shot his chest. As Sungmin was leaving the room, he saw something sticking out in Hyukjae's pocket. He picked it up and saw that it was a box. Inside the box were two rings. Sungmin felt the pang of guilt for once. He didn't know what was happening to himself. He never felt bad. He then grabbed a piece of paper and wrote a note for this Donghae.

Donghae ah! I came to see you but you were sleeping. So I'll be leaving this note next to you. By the time you wake up meet me at time square. I'll go there every day waiting for you. Even if you sleep for years I'll be here everyday from 10 am - 10 pm. Wake up soon! I have a surprise for you!

-Lee Hyukjae

While writing the note, Sungmin realized that he was crying. He has never felt guilty about hurting people until now.
From that moment, Sungmin promised himself that he wouldn't kill another person.

Present time - Sungmins POV

"That's what happened, that's everything." I sighed. Kyuhyun looked at me with shock. I stared at the ground, the feeling of dishonor and shame was everywhere.

"I-I remember Hyukjae, well everyone called him Eunhyuk..." Kyu whispered. I looked up at him and he looked at the ground.
"I bullied him, I was the reason he bullied you. If I didn't bully him, he'd still be here." I saw a tear fall from Kyuhyunnies eyes. I pulled him into a long hug and he cried.
"How did you make the guilt stop?" he cried more.

"I never made the guilt stop. I always wanted to kill myself because of the guilt." I whispered back to him. We stayed in each other's arms for a while, I don't know how much time went by, but I don't care.

"I don't mean to interrupt your love time, but I need Sungmin." I jumped at the sudden voice. I turned and saw Linda at the door. I nodded and walked out of the room.
"Who's that girl out there? The one playing with Sun Hi?" she asked me. I smiled at the happy Juliana and the playful Sun Hi, then looked back at Linda.

"That woman is Sun His' second mother." Linda made a confused expression and didn't say anything.

"You know, Sun Hi is still not use to your yellow hair." She finally said. She then walked over to the other girls. It made me happy that Sun Hi seemed to be getting along well with Juliana. I always thought she needed some sort of woman in her life. My phone started ringing.
Why does it keep ringing? How important am I to these people?

"What?"
{Sungmin, when are you planning on going to Canada? Aren't you gonna get the job done?} the voice wasn't the usual rough, husky, and manly voice. The voice was sweet sounding.
"Who is this? You don't sound familiar."
{It's Taeyeon, dumb ass.}
"You sound so much sweeter when you're asking a question, rather than revealing random secrets. You do know that's a bitch thing, right?"
{Just get on the plane to Canada and kill that man. Do it, you don't want your poor child to be hurt.}
"You know, you wouldn't be as bitchy if you actually saw her and played with her. Juliana was somewhat cold but now she is all happy looking after she got to see her. Give it a chance?" she was silent for a bit.
{Fine. I'll give it a chance. The boss won't like it but whatever. Where should I meet you?}
"I'll keep you notified." I hung up.

My plan was working. Make Taeyeon soft hearted, then she won't want me to go murder those guys.