No one will have to understand
How painfully unfunny you are
How haphazardly arranged your jokes are
How we only laugh to appease you
How we look at you disgusted by how lame it is
No one will understand
That it still makes one of us smile
No one will have to know
The things you say are a product of your woes
The troubles you face
Your unexplainable sadness
Angry at the world and its society
But maybe
Just maybe
It's because you're really just a jerk
Immature in all ways
No one will know
That I forgive you and I don't know why I keep on doing so
No one will have to see
How much you want to float
To rise to the top of your drowning sea
Sea of imperfections and flaws
Because you are so damn aware of them
You want to always change
To be the best because who wouldn't want to be
The sea always swallows you whole
No one will have to see
That I always want to try to be the one to make you float
No one will have to hear
The clash, the resonance, the beat
Of my entire body going rigid
When the word that people call you as Goes by my vision when I read
The echo
Follows me to the end
No one will have to hear
That it's still your name I chase even if I already reached the finish line
No one will have to feel
The wrath I have for you
Because no matter how much I want
To stop devoting my words to you
They're the only letters I string
And it's about you
You who I loathe
It's true in every sense
No one will have to feel
That I am desperately trying to do so
No one will have to
Understand
Know
See
Hear
Feel
This.
