when we were young - tofuugaming + hbomb94

XXII

{ joe )

i could tell as i stood in front of her suitcase in hand, she was holding back from crying her eyes out.

i could tell as i stood in front of her at the airport, that she was going to miss me a lot.

i could tell as i stood in front of her as the tears finally streamed down her face, that this was paining her to do.

and i could tell as i stood in front of her as she wiped her tears away, that this was just something more that her forever melancholy heart had to handle.

now looking at her this way i didn't know if i could do this to her melancholy heart.

for it might be too much for her to handle.

but i was already here on the plane.

i could tell even though i'm not with her that her that a put more weight on her already melancholy heart.

{ alyssa }

heart in love, my heart it hurts.

driving away, but you left me first.

rain falls down upon me.

nowhere but my face it streams.

not thinking about the road i'm driving on

realising that if i don't get home i'm gone

having the will to leave

or the will to lose

i wear my heart upon my sleeve

my destination is mine to choose

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{ joe }

i don't know how i'm gonna be away from her for 3 months.

she's my everything.

i'll try and call almost everyday.

i love her.

i just don't want to date, because i don't want to hurt her.

not anymore than i already have.

because it would tear her to pieces if i left her.

like i am right now.....