Plan B

little wallflower

After school I make my way over to mr.Grayson's classroom. through the dark tinted window my face is pressed against to, I see mr.Grayson pulling the bigger oval shaped table out and grabbing two chairs for us.

I knock on the heavy metal door and wait patiently for him to open it. Few seconds later He opened the door and smiled giving me a hug which took me by surprise.

We both took a seat at a chair and I laid out all my papers and books. Almost the entire table was filled.

"Turn to page 193, it's the story about Lancelot and Guinevere." Mr.Grayson said with a soft smile. I do as told and I start to read it in my head.

While I read mr.grayson flipped through his teachers book of answers. Soon I finished reading and looked up at him.

"I've always loved this story even as a kid, I know what it means more now than I used to but still a favorite." I rambled before closing my literature book.

"What made you love this story?" He asked giving me his full attention.

"Well, the whole thing is about how they slowly fell in love resulting in Guinevere becoming a cheater but it didn't stop her and Lancelot to continue seeing each other, I like how you get to read how they fell in love with each other and it was forbidden, I can relate to forbidden love..." I recited my explanation saying the last sentence quietly.

"Yeah I can too." He slightly chuckled. I shot my head in his direction, in surprise.

"Really?" I asked.

"That's a different subject, we need to talk about literature." He laughed.

"Come on Elijah we're gunna be here for hours." I begged but then realized I called him by his first name.

"I'm sorry I meant to say mr.Grayson." I apologized.

"No it's okay, I like how my name sounds coming from you." He said smirking.

I bit my lip, blushing. I ran my fingers through my hair and got up and stood in front of the table.

"Wanna know my forbidden relationship?" I asked placing my hands in my back pockets.

Mr.Grayson nodded as he looked up at me from where he still sat.

"It's not a real relationship even though I wish it was.." I breathed.

"Is it someone older than you?" He asked standing up and walking toward me. He leaned against his desk and crossed his arms.

I was the one to nod my head now. I closed the distance between us more.

"With who is it may I ask?" His gaze was locked with my eyes and I felt like I was in a trance.

i shook my head refusing to say who. "i dont want to say because it wouldnt ever work." i sigh.

we were now facing each other. "why do you say that?" he furrowed his eyebrows.

"because he most likely doesnt see me as anything other than a student." as soon as those words left my mouth i immediately regret them.

"so its one of your teachers?" he smirked. i gulped turning back to my homework. mr.grayson chuckled and used his index finger to turn my face back towards him. the next thing i know is he closed the small space between us, connecting our lips. his warm hand rested on my cheek with his finger tips pressing the back of my head making the kiss deeper.

i pulled back breathing hard. "if anyone finds out youll get fired!" i said panicking.

"this will stay between us, we can keep this going as long as you dont tell anyone." i nodd and rest my head on his shoulder as we get back to my homework.

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"thanks for taking me home mr.grayson." i smile.

"avery call me elijah unless its during school hours." he laughs.

"ok but before i get out, um where does this put us?" i question looking down at my hands.

"whatever you want it to be." he smiles.

"so youre like my boyfriend and my teacher?" i giggle.

"pretty much, are you free this weekend or do you have plans with your pals?" he asks.

"no im free." i say even though i was supposed to go on a date with levi.

"good, im going to take you somewhere saturday." he smiles.

"where?" i question rolling down the window before shutting the car door.

"its a surprise, just dress comfortable." he states before driving off.

he is a mystery sometimes but i think its cute how its a surprise outing. i walk up to my house and unlock the door. as i step inside i can hear my parents arguing.

"maybe she woudnt have turned out gay if you were home more!" my dad yelled.

"youre the one who treated her like a boy because you wanted her to be a one so badly!" my mother argued back.

i rolled my eyes and headed up the stairs. i shut and locked my door then flopped onto my bed. pulling out my phone i called my sister.

"hey flower." my sister answered calling me by my nickname.

"is there any particular reason why mom and dad are fighting about you again?" i sigh twirling my hair around my finger.

"i just told them that my girlfriend and i wanted kids and that we were going to start trying." melanie explained confusing me a bit.

"how does that work?" i question making her laugh with a snort.

" one of us will get someone of our choice's sperm implanted into us to try and get pregnant." she explained the process to me in a short response.

"so in short terms if one of you get pregnant im gunna be an aunt?!" i started to get excited.

"yes you will be an aunt if it works." she giggled.

"ok now thats explained, they should be excited they might get a grandchild."

"your parents wont ever accept me avery, they disowned me the minute they found out i was gay and have never even tried to make a connection with me." i can feel my sister's tone become sad.

"well i accept you, which i wanted to ask you when the next time i can see you is going to be."

"whenever you want kiddo i only live 2 hours away, i wouldnt mind driving out there to pick you up its just mom and dad wont let you."

"ill just say im staying over at luna's or something." i tell her.

"if that works then fine." i smile even though she cant see it.

"ok ill see when i can go out there since i have next week off." i explain.

"why do you have an entire week off?"

"its some principal confreres thing." i say.

"ok well come over next week, allison and i moved apartments that has three bedrooms so you have youre own room still and youll be able to decorate it however you want." melanie started to get excited.

"awesome i cant wait!" i squeal.

"i have to go now but i love you my little wallflower."

"love you too sis." i smile and hang up the phone.