Lauren Jauregui Imagines

Cheating??

Anxious, distressed, and empty. Your heart shattered to pieces as you were hit with the news. The brims of your eyelids filled with salty tears as the tweets rolled in. Fans spammed you with the picture of Lauren and her ex kissing.

*12 hours prior*

"Babe wanna come with me and the girls to the club?" Lauren pulled you close to her chest. Her height allowed her to rest her chin atop your head as she hugged you tightly waiting for your response.

"I promised Taylor I would hang here with her to help watch your cousins" you replied.

"Oh okay I'll stay here with you too then" Lauren  seemed to not mind staying in for the night with you but you felt guilty, you wanted her to go out and enjoy herself.

"Babe Taylor and I can handle ourselves and a couple of kids, go out with the girls and enjoy yourself. Let loose a little, you deserve it." You insisted that she go with the girls, you trusted Lauren with your heart.

"Are you sure?" she questions making sure its really ok that she goes. You nod and flash an assuring smile. "You know I'll be missing you all night Y/N. Your image won't leave my mind." You laugh making her smile. Lauren kisses you on the forehead before heading out with the girls.

The rest of the night was full of laughs, their cousins are crazy funny and rowdy, you loved them as if they were your own. You slept over the Jauregui's with Taylor. You fell asleep before the girls returned home, but you thought nothing of it.

*Present*

Taylor was still asleep. Your jittery body lay next to her in her queen sized bed. On your back you stare at the ceiling as you silently cry to yourself. You didn't believe it, you couldn't. Lauren would never do something like this to you...or would she? You were questioning yourself and your whole entire relationship with Lauren . The thoughts made your stomach turn in knots.

You slip out of Taylor's comforter and leave her room to fix yourself tea to try and help with your jitters. You were only wearing one of Lauren's comfy shirts. It reached mid thigh on you. The best part of sleeping in her shirts was the permeation of her scent. You teared more as you smelled Lauren on you.

You sat at the counter by yourself. Your face in the palms of your hands. Your tea cooling in front of you. As you sat there and quietly sobbed to yourself, you hear footsteps coming closer to the kitchen. You lift your head to see who was up as early as you and low and behold it was Lauren Jauregui. The love of your life that broke your heart.

"Babe? Why are you here alone crying?" Lauren walks over to you and wraps her arms around you from behind. You shake her arms off of you standing up and walking to the opposite side of the kitchen. You lean against the counter and stare her straight in the eyes. She looked confused and hungover. You pull up the picture of her and her ex and slide your phone across the counter towards her. You just stand quietly continuing to cry as you watch her reaction.

Lauren's speechless. She takes a look at the picture but puts the phone down refusing to take a longer look. She looks you in the eyes. "Y/N let me explain..." Lauren pleads. You shake your head and break down crying more. You don't try and hold your tears back anymore, you let them streak your face as the fall from your eyes. You can tell Lauren seeing you like this hurts her, but she deserves it. "Y/N-" she repeats but you don't let her continue.

"No Lauren, let me explain. I am sure you have thought of a big excuse for this picture already and honestly I don't wanna hear it. Do you know the embarrassment I felt all morning? Waking up to thousands of fans sending me a picture of you cheating on me? Lauren that's low, even for you." You begin. "Y/N-" Lauren tries to explain herself again but you don't let her. "Do you know how it feels to see the love of your life kissing another person that's not you? The love of your life who you've spent 2 years with. 2 years Lauren. For those 2 years you've made me feel like the happiest girl in the world. But I just had those years come crumbling down in one night. I thought you were different Lauren. I thought you were the one, but now I'm not so sure. You give me no choice Lauren, no choice. We're through." You sob as the last words roll off your tongue. You couldn't even believe you just said those words. You wipe your tears and leave the kitchen. Lauren stands speechless with tears in her eyes.

*3 Days Later*

You've been a mess for the past three days. Distraught and confused, you didn't know what to do with yourself without Lauren. Lauren had left countless messages on your phone, you never replied.

You hear your doorbell ring. You answer it to find Taylor with ice cream, chocolate, and The Notebook. "A cure for every girl's broken heart." Taylor weakly smiles at you hoping to crack a smile out of you. You faintly smile at her letting her in. She tightly hugs you, you begin to tear as she whispers "I'm sorry" in your ear.

You pop in The Notebook and pig out eating the ice cream and chocolate together. "Y/N I just wanna apologize for my sister being a jerk, but you need to at least let her explain. You can't just be done with her without hearing her side of the story." Taylor looked at you with kind assuring eyes. Maybe she was right.

"But I don't wanna hear her side. I don't believe her" you shake your head and look down at your pint of ice cream.

"I never said you have to believe her. I said you should just hear her out. It's only fair." Taylor says while playing softly with your hair. You sigh and nod at her.

"Ok fine I'll hear her side but that doesn't mean I'm going to forgive her" you widen your eyes making sure taylor knows your serious. "I'll run over to your place now-" You start to say but taylor cuts you off, "actually don't be mad but I sort of told her she could come here already...she's outside." she smiles sheepishly. You roll your eyes but laugh. You couldn't be upset with taylor, she just wanted the two of you to work things out. "You're too much taylor , but I love you." She smiles then goes to get Lauren and leaves the two of you to talking.

Lauren enters. Silence.

Her eyes are red and puffy. You could tell she'd been crying. It hurts to see her sad, you still loved her, you couldn't just stop loving her, it would take a while.

"Hey" she finally says

"Hey" you reply.

"Rocky Road ice cream from Ben and Jerry's...great choice" Lauren smirks. You look up at her and roll your eyes, but then you laugh. You missed these kind of comments that she made. She smiles and sits next to you on the couch now that she's made you smile she feels more comfortable. Lauren puts her arm around you subconsciously but quickly takes it away feeling awkward. "Babe...I mean Y/N," she begins "I came here to tell you the truth. I did not kiss her, she kissed me. It's as simple as that. Some crazy fan was quick enough to snap a picture, but trust me Y/N, I pushed her away as soon as she kissed me. I am so incredibly in love with you that these past three days have felt like years without you. I miss your laugh, I miss your smile, I miss you. I could go on about how much I love you, but through these past 2 years I'm pretty sure you know how much I love you. I've never stopped loving you and I never will. I'm just hoping you'll take me back, but if not, so be it I'll spend the rest of my life trying to make you fall in love with me again." Lauren was tearing and so were you. Her words came from her heart, there was no denying that. You smile, speechless, and kiss her.

"I'm sorry I didn't listen to you earlier-" you begin to start an apology but Lauren shakes her head and doesn't let you apologize. "Just come here" she says as she kisses you again.