Lauren Jauregui Imagines

forgetful (part 1)

-Your Pov-

"I miss you, baby." My girlfriend of a year, Lauren tells me over our daily Skype call.

"Me too, Laur. When are you coming back?" I ask with a pouty face.

"In 6 months love. Not too long." She says and I put on a smile, determined not to spend the little time we have together moping.

"Yeah. So what are you doing? Met any new girls?" I joke and Lauren laughs. "You know no one could ever replace you, you're too precious." She says and a blush forming on my cheeks. "I love you, Laur." I tell her and she smiles broadly.

"I love you too, baby. I'll be back before you know it but for now I need to go, we have a show." She informs me and I sadly nod. "Ok. Call me after." I say and we end the call. I'm glad she gets to live her dream but it's hard being so far apart.

This long distance thing is harder than it seems. Lauren calls me after the show but we only talk for a few minutes since it was late and she was tired. The next morning, I send her a text like I always do.

To: Laur❤️
Good morning babe! Have a great day! I love you! xx

Instead of replying almost immediately like she usually does, she takes a few hours but I blow it off as her being busy. That night our Skype call also lasts only a few minutes and I'm starting to feel a little unwanted but she's just busy so I guess I can't expect her to call and Skype my the entire time.

The next morning it appears I'm the first one awake again. I type a text similar to the one I sent yesterday but this time she replies after lunch, saying she can't make our Skype call.

She must be busy again. It goes on like this, every we talk less and less until it's 4 months when she comes back. Then all the contact stop. All I know about her life now is what the tabloids say and I know how 'truthful' they are.

She never broke up with me, nor did I with her. I still love her with everything in me but it seems she got busy and forgot about me. For another 3 months it goes on like this. Every day I wake up wondering, maybe today she'll call? But every day I am disappointed.

She's coming home now in less than a month and I'm nervous. What if I see her? What do I do? Can I still hug her like I use to? All these thoughts crowd my head and I decide to go for a walk.

'Lauren Jauregui's new lady?' I read on a magazine. She moved on? She never even broke up with me. I can't describe what I'm feeling but I feel mad yet sad at the same time. I finally decide it's time to call Lauren .

Even if it is just for closure but I need to know. The phone doesn't ring but a mechanical voice answers. 'The number you have dialled does not exist-' it says but I drop my phone before I hear anything else.

She forgot about me and changed her number...