My GAY Crush~[ON HOLD]

25

CHAPTER 25.

So Let me speak before you ask me WHY I haven't updated when I said I was gonna update "next weekend".

So first of all, I lost internet connection. Second of all, I went to my friends house to connect, but then when I "refreshed" my library, all my drafts disappeared. Weird. Last of all, I grew lazy after the incident and just waited till we had internet again.

So everything good? For me, it isn't. It's so hard to write cheesy or dramatic moments. -.-"

TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU, I'LL MAKE THIS CHAPTER EXTRA LONG :)))

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[INPORTANT: Maegan is now Minah from Girls Day.]

Daniel's POV:

Oh my God. What have I done? I hurt her, the thing I never wanted her to feel.

I unmanly cried all night, since its been weeks since I heard from her. I didn't go to school, I'm afraid she'll scold me, hit me, and it's obvious she'll avoid me. My parents are asking me why I'm always home and why are my grades getting low. I replied the simple "I'll do better next time" and "I just don't feel well". Every night, I think of her. I think of Sophie, and I think of what will happen if Maegan never existed.

We should have been still together, then I should have asked her out last valentines day. Then we would stick together till' college then I'll propose to her after we graduate. Then we'll have children, first a guy named Sam, then a girl named Sesamae, then the list goes on... but Maegan just HAD to ruin it.

But still, STILL it was my freaking fault. Im such a stupid, ugly, fat big weirdo who just fell in Maegan's charm. Wait, Maegan has a charm? No, Maegan had a charm. She just had me blinded over money, because Maegan doesn't-NEVER had a charm.

You know the real reason I wanted that money?

I wanted to impress Sophie. Buy new clothes, get rid of pink walls and make up and replace it with... other stuff. And I want my parents not to worry about the "fees" of everything I spend.

You see? Deep inside I'm a wonderful person, but no one knew it since I had this amnesia. Was I even a wonderful person before I had amnesia? Everytime I think hard about my past I get these headaches. It's like a sword passing right through my brain.

...but the thought of Sophie hating me is like a thousand more peircing in my heart.

ARGH, I JUST HATE MYSELF.

I shed the last tear and I went to dreamland, were I was happy and comforted.

Sophie's POV:

Why doesn't he come to school? Did he forget about me? Does he hate me?

Argh. Put yourself together Sophie. I should be the one who forget him. I should be the one who hates him. But a part of me wants him back, and another half of me wants to ruin his life for ruining mine.

But I can't ruin him, because it's like ruining what I love.

Why do I even love him? Why do I STILL love his cheating ugly self? It's like loving a rock, or maybe never letting go of a used diaper.

That would be gross.

~•~•~• Next day. •~•~•~

-School.

I gathered my needs for Chemistry in my locker, then--

"Hello 'lil angel," a voice wispered in my ear. My heart beated faster and faster... Wh- what if it's Danny?