She Will Be Loved

Happy Holidays Baby

Writer- hey guys so... time skip to around Christmas..❤😊:::

Tobin's POV

Life with Alex is.. well, perfect. I honestly can't remember a time in my life when I was happier than I am right now. I love falling asleep with her in my arms and waking up the same way. I can't explain the bubbly feeling I get when the first thing I see when I open my eyes is her peacefully sleeping, and her raspy voice that is even more sexy in the morning, that being the first thing for my ears to hear. I haven't talked to her about spending break with my family yet, but I am going to tonight after dinner.

"Hey babe I am back from class." I say coming into our dorm. I wait a minute in the door way, because usually she greets me. I walk to my room where we usually sleep and she isn't there. I checked the bathroom and she still is no where to be found. I think for a minute on where my girlfriend could be. I decide to check her room next, even though neither of us ever go in there. I was about to turn to door handle when I hear Alex's voice. At first I thought it was her talking then I hear her moan, and I KNOW what her moan sounds like. I feel my heart shatter into a million pieces, I feel like I can't move. I can't bring myself to open the door, so I don't. I just simply walk to my room that (used) to be our's. I shut and lock the door behind me. The same thoughts are coming back that I thought when I walked in on Christen. You were not enough. You failed her. You didn't give her enough. I don't do anything but lay in my bed and listen. Listen to the disgusting, repulsive, agonizing sound of the love of my life having sex with another. I couldn't bring myself to do anything but that. I can't believe I let myself fall in love again. This time is different from Christen though, Alex is different. I am in love with Alex Morgan, I was in love with the idea of Christen. How in the hell am I going to be able to face her. What am I going to do.

I woke up to my phone ringing, and when I check the caller ID I see it is Allie.

Phone convo
Hey Tobs did you talk to Alex about coming home with us?

No, I didn't Al. Allie I-I

Tobs what's wrong? We got to leave for the airport in twenty minutes.

She cheated on me Al. Alex cheated on me with I don't know who. I came home yesterday and heard them. I couldn't open the door and see it again Allie I just couldn't.

Tobin I am so sorry. I am going to kick her ass. I am so tired of you getting treated like this. I am coming to your room to get you.

Okay bye.

End of convo

I came out of my room with my suitcase, SnapBack on, and passport in my hand. I set everything down at the door and grabbed an apple off the counter.

"Hey Toby are you okay? You must have accidentally locked the door last night and fell asleep. I really need to talk to you, I-I um" I cut her off there.

"I know Alex you are breaking up with me. Fine if that's what you want, because I am not going to fight with you. As long as you are happy that's all that matters. And no, I meant to lock the door." I said not turning to face her.

"Tobin I am not breaking up with you, and where is all this coming from?" She asked worry seething her tone.

"Alex I am not an idiot, but I got to go, I have a plane to catch." I started to head for the door.

"Wait your leaving? Toby what is the matter? Talk to me please." She asked turning my around to face her.

I didn't get a chance to answer, because Allie did for me.

"You are nothing but a dirty slut Alex Morgan and where Tobin might not be able to say it because her heart is to big, but I can." Allie came in the door raging, yelling at her.

"Excuse me, but I am confused." Alex answered back.

"Ah don't play fucking dumb, she heard you cheating on her last night Alex. And to think our friends and I all liked you. You know what Christen did to her and you talked down upon her for what she did when hunny you did the same damn thing. I despise you for it also." Allie continued and I could feel my eyes watering.

"Tobin let me explain I didn't" Allie cut her off.

"Don't you dare even make up some excuse, I" this time I cut Allie off.

"Allie lets just go, I am ready to go home." I said finally looking up to make eye contact with the pools of blue I am in love with, to also see she is crying.

"Tobin please I'll do anything if you'll just let me explain. That's what I wanted to talk to you about this morning" as she is talking I can't listen I just stare at her. I will probably regret this, but I can't take it any longer. If this is the last time I do this I am going to make it count. With not even another thought I took one large step grabbed her by both sides of her face and smash my lips into her's. I tried to put all the emotions I was feeling into this one kiss, this one last kiss. It took her a second to register what was happening, but when she did she responded. I wanted to hold her once more also so I dropped my hands from her face and wrapped them around her waist. She ran her tongue along my lip for entrance, but I denied. I could feel myself getting lost in the kiss, so I pulled away and ran my thumb across her cheek again slowing. My eyes never leaving her glacier blue ones. "Baby I am sorry I wasn't enough, but please make sure the one who is loves you for you. No one however will love you more then I do. Happy Holidays Baby." I said with tears slowly starting to fall. Allie pulled me to her side and I grabbed my bags. We left and I got out of there as fast as I could. I couldn't speak to Allie, I didn't want to speak to anyone. I feel like the life has been sucked out of me. One minute I had her, the next I lost her. I tried to show her how to be loved, but she only broke me. I don't know what I am going to do when we get back.