why (yoonmin)

Chapter 3

M.Y.
It was a long while before I fell a sleep. Hoseok fell a sleep before me after our "chat", His own body heat draped over me like a blanket and I was utterly grateful because I was cold as fuck. It was early fall but some people still used their air conditioning systems: my best friend being one of them mainly because he was a walking heater. Every now and then my body would shake and I would look in the corner of my eye to make sure I didn't wake hoseok. I wasnt sure how hard of sleeper he was since I only slept on the couch when I was over and I'm always quiet. I wasn't even sure if he had anyone over besides me since I'd never run into anyone on my way in.

"Hoseok! Turn that alarm off, I'm still sleeping!" I felt warm all around me and when I opened my eyes I saw that it was a blanket and not hoseok. A frown took place on my face and I wasn't sure why. I didn't have romantic feelings for anyone , I never have. The noise was starting to piss me off but I couldn't pinpoint where it was coming from soon enough to stop it from happening again . I threw the blanket off me and sat up on the couch. "Hoseok?!" No answer. Maybe he'd leave a note if he was going somewhere? This was getting too odd. He has never left me here alone before not to my knowledge at least. He was always here when I woke up, his bright and happy self.

I looked around for my phone when I had remembered I left it in my jacket.
'10 missed calls from Kim seokjin '
"Great. " I took a deep breath and hit the call back button and waited. It only rung three times before Jin had picked up.

"Where the fuck are you ?!" Well there was something new: miss motherlyness seokjin cussing and screaming in my ear.
"Hoseok's, why?" I'll admit I was a bit curious as to what was going on to get the mom of the group more worried than he usually was.
"You need to get to the studio right now! " he'd hung up on the phone before I could ask why. I looked at the time: 1:30 pm. I let out a breath and started to get up Grabbing my jacket and locking the door on my way out. Everything exciting happens to me and only me it seems. The walk was cold, just like my soul.

. . . .
P.J
Everyone arrived to the studio around 8 am. Everyone but yoongi . I was confused as to what was going on but I went along with it. I helped put some streamers up with tae tae and kookie who laughed every chance they could. I was a little disappointed that I didn't see yoongi when I got here but then seokjin told everyone to hush when he said yoongi was calling him. He sounded so worried, more than usual when he talks to the group when I'm around. I was even more confused about the reason he had a worrying voice but I had put together that there was going to be a party, most likely for yoongi. Why though,Was it his birthday or something like that?

"Alright everyone hurry and get ready, he is on his way!" Seokjin said in a hurried hushed voice. Everyone ran to the other side of the table and crouched down with the lights off. I was excited, not because I got to see yoongi again but because everyone would be together again and it would be a fun time. Everyone shuffled as they tried to find a comfortable position to sit at. Jungkook, taehyung, on each side of me heseok , Namjoon, seokjin went down the line in that order.

Everyone stopped when the door started to jiggle. Thinking back I didn't see seokjin lock the door but I was glad he did because no one was quite enough until they heard the door knob. When it had opened and the lights had been turned back on in the dark room, everyone jumped up yelling, some yelling surprise, me one of the voiced surprises.

The look on yoongi's face wasn't much. He looked pissed, excited, and confused. I started to wonder if it was his birthday or not but I was reassured constantly by Jungkook who kept yelling "happy birthday to you !" Over and over like a scratched CD. It was a fun and happy time before we all started training to be idols. I had over heard Namjoon on the phone telling a big name that he had all the information and such for all of us and when he was done he told everyone but yoongi that we didn't have to go in and do an interview with the manager and that we were all set up and started soon.

. . . .
M.Y.

I hadn't really remembered my birthday was coming up as my parents refused to celebrate it after my 15th birthday. It was a financial disaster. Not even the few friends I invited showed besides the group, minus Jimin. The entire thing just ended up in my room with some blankets and some old music playing before we all passed out for school the next day.

I was quite surprised when I opened the door to see everything decorated and a cake in the middle of our table when the lights were turned on causing everyone to jump up from behind the table. A tiny not notable smile found its way to the edge of my lips but disappeared the second I was attacked by happy Jungkook and taehyung.

While everyone ate cake and calmed down Namjoon asked for our attention.
" so I called the company to let them know we have all of our information ready for the interview ,whenever that would be, and they told me to send it in to them as soon as I could." He paused and I could tell something was t quite right. Everyone was calm around me and not asking questions pushing Namjoon to say more. He still continued.

"They then told me that there was no interview needed because they want everyone, including Jimin, to start training within the upcoming months." He handed us all some papers. "These are their guidelines for us to go over. The manager had asked me to emphasize that 'if relationship(s) is formed while we are training or when we debut we are to keep a low profile about it in the public, no questions asked.' I'm assuming same sex relationships are not very rare in the idol life. " Namjoon looked down but I knew he was looking at me. It wasn't a secret that I questioned my own sexuality to the group and myself. And never having any form of romantic relationship in my life had made the questions deepen...slightly. I was quietly jumping with joy when the words reached my ears through my own thoughts. I was gonna be an idol and with my friends. A smile spread on my face and it made the room go quiet for a moment. I was brought back to the room when I was hugged by every person present, including Jimin.

Heseok had chosen to sit quite close to me the entire time while we ate cake and watched a movie as my birthday gift from everyone. I didn't mind it until he started to place his hand on my thigh half way into the movie. The room was darkened for the enjoyment of the film for everyone at my request and someone took it as an open invitation to place their hands on me even after I had removed them a few times in the beginning of the movie. It was getting annoyed moving his hand of so I left it sitting on my leg. He was gonna pay for it later.

When the movie was over and the lights turned back on everyone looked sleepy. I took out my phone to check the time. 10:00 pm, how time flies when you're with the best people on earth. (Not mentioning the new comer and mr. Hansey)
"Thank you guys,I had a lot of fun today. Wouldn't know how to celebrate a birthday if it weren't for you all." I wasn't lying and they knew that and laughed at the truth. Namjoon and Jin were the first to leave when everyone walked outside the building. We waved at them and huddled in the small group we had become without them.

"Me and tae were wondering if you guys wanted to come with us to the bar? It's still early out. " Jungkook looked directly at me but the invite was for Jimin and hoseok and I .
"Not tonight." I shook my head "I've got to break the news to my parents that I'm moving out and won't ever be talking to them again. " out of the corner of my eye I saw Jimin slightly move his eyes to look at me , worry filled. Ignoring it I started to walk in the direction of my parents house. Something told me I should do it later and not tonight but I wanted to get the shit done and over with as soon as possible.