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M.Y.
My body felt like fire, and I couldn't move. It would have been a lie if I said I wasn't scares shitless. I tried to call out but everything was so quiet, or so it seemed.
'You remember now right?'
Yes.
Why was he still here? I'd gotten rid of him long ago.
'Tell us what you remember '
Why do I need to validate myself to you? Leave me alone.
I felt something on top of me and I was still unable to move, or open my eyes for that matter. I was pissed.
Can't speak, move, open my eyes. Did I even have the ability to be mad anymore?
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I jolted awake with a dull pain in my arm making me wince slightly. I looked at my surroundings. I panicked for a moment until I realized where I was.
"Z!?" I found my voice after several failed attempts.
I was answered by silence. I really did start to panic then.
I tried to get up but something held my feet in place no matter how hard I tried to get free.
"Z-Zico?!" My hard outer shell started to crumble leaving a broken yoongi in its wake and I wasn't okay with that, but I had no choice but to act vulnerable, as I very was.
I hard heard the sound of footsteps start to climb the stairs near the bedroom and I prayed it was Zico and not some crazy monster looking for revenge by sending a message to the block b leader.
The door opened with anything less of a slam against the wall behind it.
"What's wrong yoongi?" Zico came trotting up to me with worry and I was thankful and annoyed he hadn't hear me the first time.
" why are my legs bound together?" I tried to calm my shaking as the older looked more worried than I had initially thought.
"I told them not to." He took a moment and placed his hands behind his head." I thought you were having a seizure. I told P.O. About it and he ignored my thoughts about why he shouldn't restrain you apperently. Are you hurt ? " the care in his voice reminded me why I had loved this man and trusted him with my life but the inner me knew that I had no one else but him to blame for my horrible memories.
I shook my head. " no, but I'd very much appreciate it if I were free if you get me. And I was having a really, really, bad nightmare." I let out a breath and flattened my back against the mattress and waited for my legs to be let go. "I remember everything now." A long sigh escaped and it mixed with the relief of having the ability to move around.
"What do you remember exactly?" Zico sat on the bed next to me, his knee touching mine.
"I remember coming to this town for a music gig up the road. I remember walking to this place out of curiosity. I remember being led to your office. I vividly remember every killing I had made and how each one haunts my nightmares. I'm not sure why I did it but I'm sure the sleepless nights were the reason I'd tried very hard to forget everything." I pressed my thumb and index finger to the bridge of my nose. "I have a headache. I know you don't want to hear this but I need to remember how to get ride of my memories again, at least that side of them. I'm not sure if it will make me forever about you again too but I just don't want to go through the pain again." My voice trailed off at the end.
As much as I wanted to get rid of the bad memories of killing too many people, I didn't really want to leave Zico in the past again. But what other choice did I have? Cocaine would have been a choice if I wasn't on the road to be an idol, I guess. All I had to do was ask Zico , he'd supply- after a long discussion- but more or less.
"We can go back to your mom and dads place after a few days if you want to, I brought you here so I could watch over you without being bothered. You're friends are wonderful but there's some things they don't need to know about you and I." I nodded in agreement.
"Thank you.can I get my phone. I'm sure they're blowing it up." He left end himself off the bed and walked over to the dresser across the room.
"Here. I turned it off so if they did blow it up then it's gonna be a while before you can answer them." Zico chuckled while I struggled with turning it on for a second.
"Let's go downstairs and get you something to eat while you wait. I was in the middle of making dinner for us when you called." He placed his strong arm around my waist and lifted me off the bed holding me bridal style. "It's just the two of us today. I told everyone to go home when I brought you. I didn't want to stress you out too much more than you already were and I know how you get with too many people around you."
I smiled and rested my head on his shoulder. " that's oh so very thoughtful of you. If I didn't already know you were a brilliant mobster I would have thought you were a bachelor on the market."
"A bachelor who's eye was on the prize as soon as they saw you."
"You flatter." I rolled my eyes.
When we got down to the kitchen I lay my buzzing phone on the counter and waited for it to stop. I had great friends and I was glad they would be joining me in becoming big. I honestly would not have it any other way.
They are my ride or die and I am their grump, it was perfect. However it took a full 30 minutes for my phone to come to a stop. Zico looked at me while we ate, his eyes were wide." Well, that took....a while.." I gave a slow nod before I picked up the device.
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Stubborn mother added you to group chat with TAETAE , whipped father, hobi,kookie, Jimin.
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>Kookie: what the fuck is going on
Stubborn mother: Jungkook! Yoongi, message us when you get this.
Whipped father: or now. Why wait, right?
Stubborn mother: you do remember him leaving in an ambulance right?
Whipped father : yeah what about it
Stubborn mother: he's not going to have his phone on him as soon as he gets to the hospital. He has to ask and he needs to be awake to do that. Last I saw he was passed out.
Hobi: oh look ma and pop are fighting.
TAETAE: I'm worried about yoongi guys
Kookie: I'm agree with tae. I have a bad feeling. What if that guy kills him?????
Stubborn mother: that's jumping a little far don't you think?
TAETAE : not really. Kookie is right. Jimin agrees too.
whipped father: where is that coming from ? and you're right Jin, I'm sorry to have doubted you. Hobi, I'm not your father.
TAETAE: I know things, can't say here tho. Also Jimin lost his phone.
Kookie: he'd loose his head if it weren't attached.
Stubborn mother: you know what they say Namjoon, the older the wiser, the most handsome.
Hobi: is...that...flirting I smell?
Whipped father: I'm leaving. Can't have a single conversation without being assumed I'm out for Jin's dick.
Hobi: you know I'm just playing right ? But I mean it's no secret that Jin hyung is your wallpaper on your phone so who's really out for our dear mothers dick?
Stubborn mother: can we focus on yoongi, please? And I'm no ones mother nor am I putting out so.
Hobi: shot down before even given a chance. That sucks.
-whipped father has left the chat-
Hobi: oops. I'm not sorry.
-stubborn mother has left the chat-
Hobi: privet message me guys.
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Stubborn mother to you -
Yoongi, just message me okay? Clearly there are only a few people who are worried about your safety.
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Stubborn mother to you -
It's been 5 hours since we've heard from you and have seen you leaning the mall in an ambulance. I'm getting worried.
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Whipped father to you-
Yo, Jin is really worried about you. He went to your house and no one came to the door, he said the car you guys showed up in is the only indication that anyone lives there. Is everything okay?
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Stubborn mother to you -
Yoongi,mare you ignoring everyone? Did we do something wrong?
Please call me.
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"Everyone is freaking out saying I left in an ambulance and that I am at a hospital. Did you help with that ?" I looked up from my phone for once after minutes of scrolling through messages and notifications of all kinds. Zico shook his head with a mouth full of food. " no. Like I said I called P.O. And he brought you here. He just so happens to be part time at a hospital in Seoul. Your friends assumed you were in a hospital, even though I told the one of them that I was brining you to my place. They are thick minded." He swallowed and pushed his plate to the side and watched me eat my own food slowly.
"They are just worried, though I have half a mind to just ignore them for the rest of the day because I don't feel like being attacked with questions but Jin will have an aneurism if I do that. Not a good idea ." I pushed my plate to the side as well even though is still had food on it. "I'll be back. " he nodded and I got up from my seat and walked the short distance to the living room.
"Hello? Yoongi?" Jin's voice was as expected.
Worried.
-update 4 of 10-
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why (yoonmin)
Fanfic'Why do you never listen to us? Let us show you how to do things. Maybe then you'll remember.' "Get out now." 'Why are we like this? Just let things happen the way we want them to. Quit interfering !' No. Leave. me. alone. 'Not until you remember.' ...
