why (yoonmin)

the real chapter 24

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P.j.

I watched yoongi as he slept. This would be the first time since he's been here that we have slept in the same bed. I am excited to cuddle him and maybe ... be cuddled by him. I am more excited to be cuddled by him. Hopefully he is a cuddle sleeper.

I looked his body over. He was wearing one of my T-shirts, even being mine it was still a little too loose on him, but that's ok. He had a lot of scars on his arms. My arm extended and i softly traced over the many scars. The really long ones concerned me but it had explained why h worse jackets everywhere and long sleeves.

I jumped when my phone started to ring.i rushed to pick it up so it wouldn't wake yoongi so i could keep looking at him without making it awkward.

"Hello?"

"Hey, jimin. Its namjoon. I am just calling to see how things are.

Everyone is a little worried still."

" everything is good hyung. I was going to wait until

later to talk to you all but yoongi and i are gonna get an apartment

Together tomorrow."

The smile in my voice was very much there and it made me even more happy. This was happening, i'm going to be living with yoongi. That's just one step from making him fall in love with me, right?

" alright jimin, just be careful. We don't need you to end up in

The hospital again. "

" i know. Thank you for being concerned. I don't

Think yoongi is gonna hurt me, not on purpose at least."

" alright. Get some sleep jiminie. Good night."

" night hyung."

I hung up the phone thinking about yoongi. It was a great feeling to actually have good thoughts about him and not be worried if he was going to leave in the middle of the night or not.

I'll keep him safe.he needs someone to protect him from himself.

I get my pajama pants on and a night shirt that was fit for comfortable cuddling and smiled to myself. I took a moment to figure out how i was going to get under the blankets without waking him up since he wanted to lay on top of them and not under before passing out.

I looked around for a blanket i could use to keep me warm enough. I remembered all my blankets were on the floor in the corner of the room. I gave up and inched my way into the free space only hoping a lil that i would be cuddled so i didn't end up freezing to death during the night.

I woke up, and i was mad that i had woken up at 3 in the morning.I wanted to know what had woken me up though since i was indeed being cuddled and under the blankets, yoongi was too. He must have gotten up in the middle of the night and got under.

I was happy i am being cuddled until i heard mumbling. I carefully turned to yoongi to see what was going on.

He was blinking and his eyes were moving fast behind his closed eyelids. It was a nice sight to see yoongi sleeping until i felt his grip tighten around waist. His arm was like a snake trying to kill its prey by squeezing it to death. What were those kinds of snakes called? Constrictors?

It didn't even take long for it to get uncomfortable.

" yoongi, you are squishing me to death." i shook in his arms in an attempt to wake him up.

Despite falling a sleep quick, he was a light sleeper which made waking him up easy especially at the moment. He didn't say anything but he relaxed his grip and i could adjust myself so i was more comfortable. I chose to face him instead of having my back in his face. It was nice to have some sort of security at night now.

I nuzzled my face deep into his neck. he smelled like pine and outdoors which was quite comforting and relaxing. I didn't want to leave but i had to be un in a few hours and move. I was excited to live with someone I love again.

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There was a loud sound of something being smashed that i woke up to. Without thinking about anything incase it was yoongi. Shooting up out of bed as fast as I could i quickly made it to the kitchen at the scene of a gruesome crime.

"Yoongi what are you doing?" the blond looked up quickly, his cheeks were dusted with pink.

"I...um....i was going to make you breakfast before we left, but i greased the pan a little too much or got some on my hand and the lid fell off while i was trying to cover the bacon." his voice was low and embarrassed. I thought it was the cutest thing id ever seen until he looked at me in the eyes and i wanted to rush over and hug the living fuck out of him. But something told me it was the right time yet and i listened.

I gave him the sweetest eye smile i could muster and giggled at him.

"Yoongi that's really nice of you. I've never had someone make me breakfast before. Thank you!"

He gave me a shy smile before throwing the broken lid in the trash. "Do you have a brook somewhere? I don't wanna cut myself with the small pieces."

I gave him a nod before i pointed to the pantry. " it's in there and the dustpan is next to it on the floor. Be careful. I can't see your feet from here so if you aren't wearing socks or slippers watch where you walk."

Yoongi nodded his head before he went off to clean. I walked back to the bedroom, making sure to shut the door first before i started to undress. It was mid morning so i figured i could get dressed for the big day this early and still have breakfast.

I walked over to the suitcase that held my clothes. I picked out a long sleeved sweatshirt and a pair of blue skinny jeans and laid them on the bed. I needed accessories but they were packed in a different thing with my personals i packed last night while yoongi slept.

I got back to the bed remembering that i needed my deodorant,That was still in the bathroom, and past the kitchen, past yoongi.

I contemplated getting my sleep wear on just to get it but my laziness won over. I took a deep breath and walked towards the door in nothing but my underwear. Little did i know i was about to regret that choice and i shouldn't have been lazy about going back out.

Right as i opened the door i was face to naked face with yoongi who was holding a fist in the air like he was about to knock on the door before i opened it. He looked at me dead in the eyes for a long second before glancing down to the almost naked me.

I might as well have been. My boxers weren't exactly "full coverage." they were just really worn out from overuse. Totally normal. I still felt my face starting to heat up in embarrassment. I couldn't move, i was freaking out too damn much, my brain was having a meltdown.

"I'll be in the living room." yoongi turned around and walked out of the small hallway. Thankfully yoongi had sense enough to move and say something. I still stood there like an idiot.

I ran, not figuratively, but literally ran to the bathroom to get what i needed and i double checked to make sure too. Once i was done i looked at myself in the mirror in my room and nodded.

I looked fine as fuck. I'd fuck me. I smiled and walked out of the room. It only took 10 minuets to get dressed so breakfast was still warm thankfully.

I looked at yoongi who sat on the couch chilling on his phone and smiled. " hey im done. Are you ready to eat?" he didn't look up from his phone when he gave a nod but i was alright with that and walked into the kitchen.

I had gotten my plate ready when i heard a hissing sound. Looking over i see yoongi looking right at me. I raised an eyebrow towards him.

"Damn jiminie, if i knew you dressed like this i would have left you know who a while ago. I made a good choice deciding to move into an apartment together with you, not to mention what happened earlier but ya."

I didn't even have to look in a mirror to see that i was blushing mad. " whatever! Hurry up and eat so we can leave." i shook my head at him and giggled. What a penny.