why (yoonmin)

chapter 26

M.Y.

When all was said and done the 4 of us got in jins truck and headed towards the nearest phone store to get me a phone, or in jins words " a lesser piece of shit than what i had." which i was ok with because he wasn't wrong, not at all. That phone had 6 gigs of memory and half of it went to the big memor eating apps, which sucked ass because i needed more than just 4 apps on my phone at a time.

"What kind of phone are you thinking about hyung? An apple or a better android?" i looked at him from the back seat into the rearview mirror. It took him a moment to think before answering me, probably because he wanted to make sure this purchase wasn't going to bankrupt him in the long run despite his abundance of money since all of my money was going towards getting me and jimin that nice apartment. " i thought about just getting you a samsung galaxy, is that ok ?" he looked back at me the same way i looked at him and i nodded. That was for sure a better one and i was very thankful.

I looked over to jimin for a second. He was looking out the window as we drove probably thinking about how he wanted his room to look. Whatever he chose would be fit for him, he was like that. Good enough for anything... except me.

I rid myself of that thought quickly and grabbed jimins hand and held it in mine to keep from losing myself. Jimin was my grounding wire when it came to that shit. Lucky to have him.

P.J.

When yoongi took my hand it had startled me a bit. I wasn't expecting it as i was deep in thought. He'd been through a lot, so much trauma all bottled up and waiting to explode like shaken soda. I smiled and squeezed his hand tight and kept holding that all the way to the phone store. When jin had parked his truck and i had to let go of his hand to get out i felt a need to grab it again when we were both on the same side again but i didn't want to make him feel uncomfortable so i decided to let him make the first move.

We walked inside but he didn't grab my hand wich hurt me a bit but i understood, this was a very public place and eyes were on us as soon as we walked in.it didn't take long for a clerk to assist us, mainly talking to jin since he was buying the phone. I saw that yoongi had stepped to the side to look at the other devices on display around the store. I walked over to him curious what he was thinking about.

"Find anything you like ?" he turned to look at me and our eyes locked before he turned to look back down at the phone.

" not really... i honestly just want to leave as soon as possible, i don't like how everyone is staring at us." he put the phone down and started to walk down the line again to see the rest. I of course followed him.

" it will be ok, they are just doing something while they are waiting to be helped, even if it is a bit rude to do." i looked at them all for a second and shot them glares. It was very rude no matter where in the word you are to look at someone for a long duration of time.

I wanted to hug him but that would have only made the staring worse and in turn also make yoongi's anxiety skyrocket. I looked over to jin who was heading our way with a big black phone in his hand. I thanked the heavens because that meant we were done with this and getting the hell out.

" here yoongi, this is your new phone, i've added all our contacts so you don't have to. Less work makes for a happy yoongi." he smiled as yoongi took the phone. " alright let's get out of here so you guys can go pick out your new furniture additions.." with that we all had left the store but not without a final gesture from yoongi which was flipping everyone off that had been looking at him. One woman got brave and actually stood up to do something about it but it was too late, the door had already shut in her face. I laughed at the situation and looked at yoongi, i am so in love with him.

M.Y.

Once we finished getting everything done we went back to the apartment to wait for the truck to deliver our things. Jimin chose a shade of blue grey with white futon like bed that had drawers at the bottom for his things and a desk connected to it. He also insisted on getting shelves of the same color palette to hand on the wall for his valuable items. I liked the design of the bed and got one for me as well but in a brownish tan color with lighter tan accents and a separated desk which was white. My shelves were more like sliding door cupboards which i was ok with, no need to show off to company. The living room was a big thing since we both had to agree to it. It annoyed me slightly when jimin would point out real gaudy looking furniture constantly when i was looking at a more basic set up. In the end he let me choose a black sectional couch and i let him choose the rest which consisted of a big white throw rug which was pretty soft and more fluffy than what i would have wanted and a few white pillows made of the same fabric. We chose a white tv stand that matched the rest of it quite well and were happy with it.

The moving guys would set it all up for us we just had to point out where we wanted everything to be placed. Once it was all done we sat on the couch, which was quite comfortable, making me happy about jimin letting me pick it. We cuddled up together and watched a bit of tv before i left his arm fall to the side of the couch. I looked down at him and sure enough he was out like a light. I smiled to myself and placed a kiss on his forehead before turning the volume on the tv down and closed my eyes myself. Things were getting better, a lot better. I thanked the heavens for giving me jimin before i fell asleep.