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M.Y. P.J. (3rd person)
It was warmer than when Yoongi had gone to bed some hours before and he was hot. Burning in fact. When he opened one of his eyes he saw a mess of orange hair.Jimin, he looked nice when he slept, very peaceful. Yoongi took in a breath and let it out slowly. Jimin had nice, very plush, soft looking lips. His face has some slight baby fat to it still but it only added to his cuteness. Yoongi's heart started to beat rapidly for thinking such stupid, thoughtful, things. He rushed off the bed as smoothly as he could without waking Jimin up.
The older walked into the bathroom and locked the door behind him. He looked up into the mirror for a quick second and automatically he started regretting walking into the room all together.
'You're not being faithful.'
"Go away."
'You should have killed him when you had the chance.'
"No, he deserves to live. I can not help that I walked into his life,how ever I did, only fucked him up. He deserves to be loved just as well as I do."
Yoongi forced himself to turn to the shower and get undressed. He let the hot water run for a while before turning the cold on just a bit. The heat hitting his skin calmed him down. He was slowly starting to understand himself. Learning he would no longer let his guard down around Jimin or anyone else. He remembered the BIGHIT contract. It'd been 3 weeks since then, maybe he could still sign it if everyone wanted to join him.
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Jimin woke up feeling cold. He'd fallen asleep next to Yoongi hours ago but now he was alone. Jimin only panicked a lil, he swears. But he flew out of the bed and out of the room with such speed it scared him even.
He looked in the living room and was met with an empty space. Starting to think that Yoongi had run away while he was sleeping until he passed the bathroom.
'You're not being faithful.'
"Go."
'You should have killed him when you had the chance.'
"No, he deserves to live. I can not help that me walking into his life,however I did, only fucked him up. He deserves to be loved just as well as I do."
Yoongi was speaking to himself in what sounded like two different voices. His own and a deeper set, more gruff voice. Jimin couldn't believe his ears. He heard the water turn on next, he took the moment I stride and went back to the room.
"No, he deserves to live. I can not help that me walking into his life,however I did, only fucked him up. He deserves to be loved just as well as I do."
Jimin thought for a bit. Did that mean he liked Jimin too or that Jimin just deserved love just like everyone else? Who wasn't he being faithful to-
Then it clicked.
Yoongi still has feelings for Zico, even though the dick abandoned him here with Jimin. He must still believe that Zico was going to come back.
Jimin jumped when his phone started going off in the bedroom. He rushed over to answer it before it went to voicemail.
-Hello?
Park Jimin?
Yes?
It's Zico, we need to have that talk about Yoongi. Is he around ?
He's in the shower, it will be a while but
Hurry and explain.
There was a sigh on ZICO'S half.
Yoongi, he's different now. Something happened to him
When he was with me... I'm not sure how to explain it
Any clearer than than this.
He has developed a split personality. It doesn't just effect his
Attitude but it changes his entire person,
like it takes over and he can't stop it for some reason.
How many times has he "changed" in front of you so far?
Jimin went quiet as he listened. A personality disorder? Could that explain his talking to himself in different voices?
He's only done it once but it wasn't anything light.
It actually sent me to the hospital for a few hours and a mild concussion.
Zico sucked his teeth on the other side of the phone lazily. Jimin heard the door to the bathroom open and the clearing of a throat. He mumbled a bye into the phone before hanging up and setting it on the dresser next to him. He had to be careful of his actions since he had no idea what could set Yoongi off. He didn't have a death wish, but he liked the blond haired asshole so he is willing to watch his own steps.
Once Yoongi walked in the mood of the room went from calm and a little excited to on edge and protective.
Hey Yoongi. Did you sleep well? Jimins voice was small and quiet, not to excited but slow and caring. He also topped it off with a smile. Yoongi looked at him and then turned around looking at the floor.jimins heart started to beast fast.
"It...was nice." There was a long moment of silence before yoongi's mouth opened again. "I'm sorry you had to go to the hospital..because of me." Yoongi refused to look up from the floor. Half expecting to fight himself to do so as well but he didn't feel different than when he had before the rediscovery of his "other".
Jimin smiled." It's okay Yoongi. I'm not mad, we are still going to be friends, if you want." Jimin fiddled with his hands. Why is he so nervous? He blamed dico.
"I..don't know. I don't want to hurt you again. I don't want to hurt any of my friends,I don't like it." Yoongi shook his head. The confession hurt him but another part couldn't help but feel relived. Hate left a bad taste in his mouth, and sadly it was all he could think of himself at the moment.
Jimins heart dropped a little but he stayed open minded about the situation. "It's okay. I don't think you'll hurt me again. I'll help you fix whatever is wrong,just please don't leave me. I want to be your friend Yoongi, I'll help you. I swear on it."
"No, I don't want to take the chance. It's not a responsibility I should push off on someone I hardly know. You've done enough for me as it is. I think it's time that I go home." Yoongi started to look for his phone when he remembered he left it at ZICO'S. He let out a sigh and started walking towards the bedroom door. "I'm sorry Jimin. Thank you for everything."
Jimin started to really panic. His crush was walking out the door simply because he didn't want to hurt Jimin, and he couldn't let that stand as it was. Yoongi was halfway to the door before Jimin grabbed him by the arm.
"You're not leaving me, please Yoongi. I need you and you need me." All morals out the window now as Jimin shoved his lips onto yoongi's. It was a desperate messy kiss but it held feelings he only had for the older no one could replace. Yoongi didn't kiss back but he wasn't pulling away either until Jimin broke contact first. He let out a deep breath he was holding. "Stay with me, please." Jimin pleaded.
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why (yoonmin)
Fanfiction'Why do you never listen to us? Let us show you how to do things. Maybe then you'll remember.' "Get out now." 'Why are we like this? Just let things happen the way we want them to. Quit interfering !' No. Leave. me. alone. 'Not until you remember.' ...
