why (yoonmin)

chapter 6

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Z.

"what do you have to eat?" The refrigerator door was wide open but there was no food inside. I shut it and walked over to the couch where youngi sat.

"I'm not sure. They never bought food for me to eat with them. I always had to buy my own shit whenever I got hungry on that rare occasion. " he didn't bother at looking at me, I could understand why. It's not everyday you get to speak of your parents in the past tense hours after you've killed them.

"now that you mention it you do look a lot more thinner than when you were with me. Makes me wonder what kind of hell they had put you through."

"nothing I couldn't handle, you know that I'm not that helpless." he looked at me with truth in his eyes and I gave him a light smile.

"I truly have missed you, yoong.

That brings me to what I've been needing to talk to you about;
Some shit went down at HQ and I need a place to be for a week until it's settled down back home. Would it be OK if I stay with you?"

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M.Y.

why does he want to stay with me? What happened to his home in the Americas?
worry started to creep up into my face. "what do you mean, what's going on?"

I'd love for him to stay with me but I had my friends I also needed to think about. None of them knew why I stayed out of town for almost a year and I really wanted it to stay like that but if any of them saw zico with me there would be questions I'd have to answer and lies, none of which I wanted to spew from my mouth.

And hoseok, he's another issue entirely. Zico still loved me, we never really called it off, whatever it was we had going on, when I chose to pursue music again. Hoseok and his crush on me needed to be kept on the down low or I had to master up that I was with someone and I'm not sure how he would react to that.

Zico took in a breath and scratched the back of his head nervously, " a new rival gang with a lot more money than 'block B' has challenged me for my properties and business. I don't have the necessary equipment and man power to return the challenge so I'm under the radar for a bit. But I'm working on it so don't worry your head." he moved closer to me and wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled my body closer to his.

He was shaking. I kept my face as bitchy as I could but I was scared for him. should I tell him? What if he sends one of his men to get Hoseok?

'So fucking nerve wracking; Get over it.'

"I have....something I wanna ask you too." I crossed my legs and folded my arms all while looking down.

Fucking kill me, why am I like this with him?

He waited for me to continue, how gentleman like of him.
"go a head princess. What ever it is I'm sure I'll understand, try to anyway." He corrected himself.

'hes gonna kill him and it will be your fault.'
He won't, he loves me right?

" one of my friends, since my childhood days, he's recently," deep breath, keep breathing, I'm gonna pass out. " he has recently come out to me and expressed his feelings for me. "

Beautiful, great fucking job you twit. I hope he understood that jumbled shit.

He didn't say anything but his arm flexed around me. He was thinking, comprehending, the sentence, I could almost hear his thoughts over my own.

"z...?"
A pair of recently licked lips came into contact with my cheek leaving a wet imprint behind.
"what did you tell him?" The smell of coffee rushed to my nose.
When did he have coffee?