why (yoonmin)

chapter 16

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M.Y.

He had a confused look set on his face as he eyed me. I only stood there and smirked. He was taller than me
, always has been, but I had the upper hand this time even if he was able to manage a few hits on me. That's okay because I'll be the winner in the end.

" who are you ? You're name sounds familiar but I'm not sure. I wanna know for sure. " he was hesitant on choosing his words as if he was testing to see if I would willingly tell him who I was without putting up any fight. Funny.

"You've met me before. A long time ago. I was quite the scrawny child then and gullible, shit I was so gullible." I let out a huff for emphasis "you have three guess'. "
I smiled and he smiled back and nodded.

"Alright I'll play. Have I met you recently ?"
I thought for a moment. 5 almost 6 years ago isn't necessarily recently. I shook my head.
"Nope."
"My memory is just so bad, can you give me a hint ?" His voice dripped like honey as he spoke. It didn't work on me but I was getting more and more restless standing here with no blood on my hands.
"We met around the way in a bar. That's your only hint. " I stepped closer to his desk looking at everything on it that could serve as an alternative killing method. Nothing useful from what I could tell.

Jackson brought up his hand to the base of his chin and stroked it as he thought.
"I haven't been to that bar in years and the only person I've been with from that bar was a cute little boy. I like to call him ' the one who got away '. It was a shame when he left me. I was going to make him a very well respected man some day. And my lover." He smiled to himself and I visibly cringed at the thought of me being with Jackson and not Zico. I swallowed the bike that was starting to rise up into my throat and reached into my coat for my favorite knife.

"I don't think I would have stayed with you anyway. However, the times have changed and I'm here for a different reason. I'm here on behalf of Zico as his right hand and his lover indefinitely."
I took the knife out and held it close to my side making sure I had a tight death grip on it. The look he gave me was both shock and humor.

"You're suga?! That cute boy I saw years ago grew up to be a beautiful blond God only to become the Devils bitch. What a time to be alive."

He fucked up.

As he laughed at the not joke I jumped his desk and grabbed his hand that was resting over his stomach and held it behind his back all while pressing the knife to his neck.
"Yes, what a time. Too bad yours is up. I will be taking control of your gang after your death. It will be in... Better hands. Who ever doesn't comply won't be needed and will be joining you in the afterlife. " he stopped laughing and I could feel him shaking. Something told me not to do it but I cleanly cut through his throat anyway. There was a dull thud as his body hit the floor. I searched his pockets and got his phone , he won't be needing it anymore and I need a new one.

Before I could pocket my new toy and my knife my phone started to go off.

"Yoongi."

"Hello to you too."

"Please tell me you didn't do anything, please. Do you hear the desperation in my voice. You don't need this, I'm sorry for ever making you into this monster. I regret it. I regret everything I've done to you."
He sounded as if he'd been crying the entire time I've been away. I wanted to hug him.

"I'll be back soon to comfort you babe. Okay? Let's have a nice hot bath and I'll pamper you."
He took a deep breath. I stressed him out but I did what needed to be done.

"I love you. I have to go, please send kyung, u-Kwon, and jaehyo."

"Alright p, text me the address. Please come back safe. Your friend is already going to skin me alive as it is. I love you ."

"I love you too."

I hung up the phone and took out my (new) one. I sent a group text for everyone to meet the boss in the main room for a meeting. I was already on my way out of the office before I sent the message.

My now clean favorite knife was back in its hiding spot and I made sure I had easy and fast access to my glock on my hip incase I needed to use it. I was fast with a gun but even faster with a knife, that's why I favored them. The close contact, the way the prey trembled against me knowing that they wouldn't make it out alive, even if they begged.

I made it to the main room and stood a ways away from the door.

Safety first.

As if on cue the room was filled with 6 others who I assumed was head of each sector that got7 used. They looked confused to see me and not Jackson. Good.

"My name is suga. Yes I am that 'suga'." I saw their eyes widen so I took it upon myself to confirm their suspicions.
"Jackson is upstairs. However, you are to answer me this right now. Who ever does not want to follow Zico raise your hand." They looked amongst themselves questioning each others loyalty. Soon enough I had only one raised hand. Shame.

"Step to the side of the group and up against that wall. The rest of you I assume want to live? I am never gone, never. And if I hear any one of you have been giving Zico issues, we will have issues and I know how to draw them out. Are we clear ?" They nodded their heads. I nodded back at them and before they could blink I took out my gun and shot the man who stood up against the wall.
" I will have no traitors. Your used to be leader is upstairs. I have a cleaning crew on their way to clean up both bodies. You are to follow them back and they will do what is necessary to make you part of block b. Anything you need to pass by Zico you must pass by me first and if I say it doesn't go, then it doesn't go. " my phone buzzed in my pocket but I ignored it. "If any of you leave while you're waiting for my team to arrive, I will shoot you on the spot. I will be watching. Please excuse me. " I walked past them and took out my phone as I started toward the front door.

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Zico: babe I need the address.
Me: alright.
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It took a while for the team to get there and I was surprised no one left though they were probably mourning over the death of a mate and leader. I looked through the scope of my rifle periodically. They were loyal, that was a given but who wouldn't be if you were threatened by the 'suga' and then had a member shot right in front of you as an example. Most of those boys probably haven't even seen a dead person up close let alone see one get shot right in front of them. I chuckle to myself. It didn't matter. Everyone was eventually forced to do things they didn't want to do, that's just the way life goes.

I packed up all my things and started to make my way back to ZICO'S. It took me less time to get there than it did to leave. But that was okay. I just wanted to sleep when I got there anyway.

I opened the door to our shared room only to see that it was empty and dark.
"Z, are you in here ?" I turned on the light and walked in a bit further trying to pave my way to the bathroom in hopes that he was waiting for me in there with a bath drawn and a sweet smelling aroma filling the air. But instead of finding a fantasy I'd discovered a nightmare. The empty bathroom mocked me. I looked into it more but I wasn't blessed with finding anything human like.

I felt hands around my neck and I couldn't breathe. I tried to fight my way to see who it was behind me but today wasn't my fucking day. I started to feel scared. I haven't felt that in a long time. My lungs started to constrict from the lack of oxygen and anxiety. Where was he ?
I felt dizzy.
I need him.
I tried to speak but it only came out as a broken croak.
I felt my legs give out and my mind go blank with darkness.

I didn't want to see them again but I had no choice. I wasn't ready to face my demons.

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