why (yoonmin)

chapter 20

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M.Y.

There was a strong metallic smell in the air. I didn't have to have my eyes open to know where it was coming from and who it belonged to, I caused it.

"Jimin....?" Of course I was going to worry. How long was I asleep though?
There was a small noise to the left. I opened my eyes as fast as I could without being attacked by whatever light was left. Air escaped my lungs when I looked over to the boy. His eyes were closed and he looked very pale.

Shit.

'Blame yourself '
It was me, I did do this.

I reached for my phone but it wasn't in my pocket. I must have left it at ZICO'S.
"Jimin, where's your phone ? I need to call namjoon or an ambulance." He made a small noise in pain. I pushed myself off the floor slowly and started to look around but it wasn't anywhere in plain sight. I hadn't checked Jimin himself however. I rushed over to him and patted down his pants before finding his phone in his back pocket. I took it out ignoring the awkwardness and unlocked it.

The wallpaper caught me off guard first. It was me, a picture of my sleeping face while my head was in Jimin's lap. He must have took it last night. I looked over at him before remembering he needed medical help.

Namjoon: he lived a short distance away from taehyung, Jungkook's, and jimin's apartment, but double the time.

Ambulance: longer distance, but shorter amount of time. Added fees.

I called the emergency hotline.

I sat with Jimin on the floor waiting for the paramedics to arrive up. He was cold to the touch and the dried blood clumped his hair to the back of his head. He might have had a small concussion as well as a fracture. I cussed myself for causing him harm. Purposely or not it was only going to be my fault.

As assumed, namjoon arrived before the paramedics. His absence of knocking only proved how worried and mad he was.

"Your text was very vague, yoon. What happened exactly ?" I didn't bother telling him.
"Go with him to the hospital. I'm going to stay here and clean up. I'll tell everyone later." I tried to persuade him with my most uninterested voice I'd ever had and it seemed to only work a little before a knock came at the door.
"I told them he tripped and fell back hitting the table. I'll be in the room ."

I got up without any answer from the other. I left Jimin's phone on hop of his pens and walked back to His room and sat in the empty corner. Everyone will be at the hospital with the boy so I had time to be alone, a blessing and a curse.

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P.J

"My fucking head hurts."

I felt cold, hungry, and in need of a very powerful headache killer. I couldn't hear much besides my own voice for a moment and then everything focused.

"Where am I and where is Yoongi ?" My heart rate on the screen started to increase as I steadily panicked. Namjoon, Jin, taehyung, and Jungkook were all around me looking at me like I was a ghost.

"Hello?"

They visably shook their heads and snapped out of whatever trace they were in but only Namjoon spoke up.

"He's, he's back at your place. I sent hobi there to check on him and make sure he was ok. ...........Jimin how did you hurt your head ?"

"I fell. I was going to get some water and I tripped over my own feet and fell onto a chair and hit my head on it. Yoongi was there and helped me. Probably would have died if he hadn't been there." They didn't have to know the whole truth.

"Where is my phone?"

Namjoon reached into a pocket on his jacket and took out a nice iPhone. I prayed he didn't drop it like he has his. "Here. Yoongi told me to take it with me."

"Thank you."
3 missed calls from 'dico'

2 texts from dico

I looked at my phone confused. Why had he called and text me? I unlocked the phone and looked at my texts first and there I saw it. The answer to all my issues in the past 5 days.
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Me: what the hell is wrong with Yoongi? He just attacked me and now he's laying in my lap like he didn't just have his hands around my throat. I didn't sign up for this half dico!
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Why did I send that? I wasn't that out of it.....was I? I looked at everyone in the room. They still looked scared. Did I say anything while I was out ? What if I had told them what happened while I wasn't in the right mind. I had just lied to them too. Shit. I finished looking at the texts.
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Dico: I can explain but not right now. I didn't have time to tell you that night and a lot of shit has gone down since. I'm busy. I'll call you later.

Dico: why aren't you answering your phone? You can't possibly be a sleep still. It's 10 in the morning.

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"Fuck!" I threw my head back and looked up at the ceiling. I winced as the back of my head slammed on the pillow hard. This wasn't good. None of this had a good feeling to it.

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