The Plan (Completed)

messages

As soon as we got home my mom made me say bye to Alex and then I went inside.
L- why
R- why what
L- why did you leave like that why are you so insistent in knowing him now why can't you wait two more years
R- because I'm tired of waiting mom do you have any idea how hard it was seeing all the other kids growing up with their dads or with their parents in general while all I had was a mom who wouldn't tell me anything about him
L- you wouldn't understand
R- mom
L- I'm done talking about this just please go to your room
R- fine
I walked up to my room and grabbed my laptop and went on Facebook and went back to his account I know I am just causing myself more trouble by doing this but my plan was to meet him and hopefully have him in my life so I'm not going to give up just yet.
R* hi Cole
~message sent~
It didn't take long before I got a response
C* hey :) I was thinking you would listen to your mom and stay away from me
R* no I don't want to do that I grew up without knowing my dad grew up watching other girls have fun with their dads grew up hurting cause I couldn't have the same so I'm done with that I want you to be a part of my life that is if you want to
C* I most definitely want to
I couldn't stop the smile that formed and we kept talking he asked questions trying to learn stuff about me as I did the same. I don't think ive been so happy before.