My Love

XXII

 Gregg's pov.

I wanted her back. Everyday since that day, i have always thought of her. She has been at the back of my mind and I couldn't take it anymore, I had to have her again.

I missed her more than anything and Emma wasn't satisfying.

I needed her back, she completed me.

I found her address online and decided to pay her a little visit.

I looked down at my phone, at the picture of the two of us, sitting happily at a bench at the park. We were so happy then, I would do anything to get it back.

I cheated on Ser, and at first, I didn't regret a thing, until later. Every time I looked at Emma, all I saw was Ser. The guilt started to eat me alive. Till this day, it still does.

I would do anything, and i mean anything to have her back with me, in my arm, like old times.

I walked up to her door and knocked. I didn't see anyone open the door so I began to knock constantly until the door finally swung open.

There she stood, the girl I have waited to see for a long while.

Her eyes widened as she laid eyes on.

"Gregg, What are you doing here?"

"Ser, I came to see you"

She looked at me shocked which made me feel really bad for what I did.

"You need to leave Gregg" she said and began to close the door, but i grabbed it and pushed it back open.

"Please Baby, hear me out. You know that I have always loved you, give me another chance to show you."

"You had your chance. We were happy together, well at least I thought we were until you decided to cheat on me. You have no idea how much that hurt me"

"Ser, I know that, and I am truly sorry for that, but give me a second chance, I will make it up to you"

"No, sorry isn't good enough, I committed 4 years of my life to you, and what do you do? Cheat on me."

"I didn't mean too S--"

"You didn't mean to kiss her, you didn't mean to do it again, you didn't mean to sleep with her, you didn't mean to do it over and over for weeks and weeks " By this point, she was crying, and I wanted to comfort her, badly. I knew what I did had hurt her, and now I am trying to make up for it.

"Baby, i am sorry, i really am, please give me another chance i will make it up too you"  I said and tried to hug her. I wanted her in my arms again.

She actually hugged me back and I was fully surprised. I quickly shook off the surprise and pulled her tightly into my arms. That moment was ruined too soon.

"Please just leave me alone, I was happy before, really happy, don't ruin it," She said which made my heart drop once again.

" so you are seeing someone?"

"Amm...no. That's none of your business anyways"

"Ser, you are mine, and one day you will be mine once again, I will do anything to have you back. I will find the person you are seeing and I will let them know you are taken, by ME."

"Please leave, when we were together it was some of the best times of my life but we are done now, leave," She said and quickly closed her door, I could hear the pain in her voice. I wanted to make things better between us.

"Ser, don't worry, I will be back and I will have you all to my self again. I will have you in my arms" I said and began to walk away from the door.

I really missed her and i wanted her back. She doesn't know how hard I will try to her back. This new boyfriend of hers, I will find, and I will tell him to stay away from her.

I will do anything to have her back with me. She doesn't know that yet,  soon enough she will.