I'm happy I'm...happy im.....hap...I'm not I'm supposed to be because I'm the older sister I know my father drinking is a problem and that why my mother gone my younger brother who 13 has a bad attitude to life and probably because my father drink he has bad grade and I once caught him trying to run away packing his bag
I don't know what I'm going to do with him but my younger sister who 4 she doesn't really know my father drink is a problem she know when he is drunk she smiled all the time though I love it a really do her smile is the reason I wake up everyday she so cute the other day when we got pizza and she only eat half of a slice and even though she was full she tried to eat it all you tell she was full because of the sickness on her face but when I asked if she okay she just nodd her head whenever I do my homework she sit across of me trying to read it she know a couple word and every time she does she word she know she run across to my side of the table and point to the word she pretty smart but when I tell she always nodd her head nod and point to me telling me I'm one that smart she doesn't talk she never has not even her first word which worry Me I try to get her to speak but she just look at me with those big eyes of wonder for life but it okay because she happy so maybe that why I was saying I'm happy