I am lonely
Loneliness is all i know
All i know is what i keep telling myself
Myself thee horrible ugly self i hate it
I hate me
Me the only person i know
I know i could do better
Better j need to try
Try harder they say
Say is all they do but they cant be
Being is impossible
Impossible to handle and become
As i become myself over and over thru out the day
Days and days the struggle counties
Counties sunset to sundown
Sundown is when i am most Afraid
Afraid of myself
