" I am sorry"
I can hear my 5-year-old daughter say in the next room
I guess I have to go see what she sorry about then again she'll drop her blanket and start crying being really apologetic
I walk over to where to see crying
She lays on the couch covering herself with a blanket
"What's the matter, Stella"
I say sitting next to her making her jump she looks at me and shakes her head hugging her doll
Her doll doesn't have hair and has marker marks all over it
I would get her a new one but she does this to all them
"The faster you tell mama the sooner you tell mama the less I'll be mad"
She looks at me with the tears sitting at bottom of her eyes
"Can you Please tell mama"
She hops off the couch
Giving me a puppy look like she really doesn't want to tell but doesn't want me too mad
I get off the couch following Stella to her room
She gets to her room and points to her bed
"Did you pee"
I asked
She nods her head the tears follow as she cries"I am sorry"
I hug her running her head telling her
"There nothing to worry about it happens"
She hugs me tighter whispering lightly that I can't hear
" I do it again"
I rub her head
"Do you want me to help you clean up"
She nods her head quick
"Okay stand here and guard the blankets"
She nods her head as i take off the sheets
Stella plays with her selves starting at the blanket
I grab the blanket and sheets carrying them to the washing machine
Stella filled behind
"Stella why you think mama be mad"
"Not you"
She rightly says
"Who then"
I asked getting to the garage
Stella looks around then says
"Bad person"
Bad person and why does she look around does this supposed bad life at my house
It's only my daughter, my husband, and his brother, wife, and their son
"Who is the bad person"
Stella looks at me and shakes her head
"If you tell mama she makes the bad person go away"
She about to shake her head but stops and thinks
Shaking her head
"why wouldn't want you to tell mama"
Stella looks around again
"Hurt more"
Hurt more like that person will hurt her more
But what type of hurt
"Come on Stella let's take a bath okay"
"Okay"
It seems like a changed the subject but i am not I am check something
Getting to the bathroom I turned the bath
Tub on and check Stella body to see if there any burse
Now i probably seem like a bad mom like how i could I not know there a burse on my child and why do I a have to check I don't I take her bath don't I pay attention well ya i pay attention but i work as obstetrician-gynecologists and most of the time when i am not scheduled for work I get called in for hours
But i guess that shouldn't excuse I don't know
