I don't know what I'm talking about

Finn

I haven't written about him since my birthday but now seems like a good time
Because I might be falling in love with him
And I already know he doesn't like me
Don't try be with the bullshit no you don't know
Because he didn't have to tell me
Fuck you
I know how he feels
And it's not the same
And when I found the soulmate thing that I wrote
Well I'm hoping I'm not going to experience that
But I'm falling for him and this ones going to hurt the most
Because I've had a bad year, love life wise
And I've never been in love
And I can't fall for him
I can't fall in love
Not with him
I can't