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by parkerlk

by parkerlk

okay so its been a while and

he's in treatment

in malibu

for a fucking month

and god i miss him so much its like something squeezing on my chest and i miss him i miss him i miss

him

not her

i dont miss her at all

I want him

I don't want her.

it doesn't work, you know

dating someone to distract yourself

its not fair to her

it's inevitable and it's very real because I know when he get's back hugging him will feel right

i will feel right.

And he's what I think about before bed, he's what i fall asleep to. He's the one who i constantly look at videos of just to remind myself he's real and he's him.

he's him.

him.

i want him.

i love him.

i miss him.

and I have her.