TRIGGER FUCKING WARNING; SELF HARM!! I READ WATTPAD BOOKS THAT DONT PUT TRIGGER WARNINGS AND ITS DONE FUCKED UP SO HERE;;; SELF HARM IS MENTIONED IN THIS!!!!
sorry I'm not good enough and will never be good enough.
I'm sorry I'm not a poet
I'm sorry I spend my time doing unhealthy things and doing drugs
I'm sorry I can't seem to make up my mind whether I'm okay or not
I'm sorry I can't go through her Instagram without being reminded of him
I'm sorry so many little things are suddenly so much bigger
I'm sorry I say sorry so much
I'm sorry I apologize so much but I can't help it because I hate myself tonight.
I'm sorry I hate myself tonight.
I'm sorry I'm sitting here fucking clenching my jaw in efforts not to slice my skin open.
IM SORRY IT TAKES EFFORT NOT TO MUTILATE MYSELF!
I'm sorry I want to die sometimes
I'm sorry that I hate myself sometimes
I'm sorry that I'm still getting better
I'm sorry I have drastic mood swings for no reason
I'm sorry I destroy relationships
I'm sorry I'm insecure
holy shit, I wish I could turn thoughts into words like a normal human being because for some reason my thoughts aren't words they're COLORS
HOW THE HELL DO YOU TRANSLATE COLORS
GOD, JUST LET ME SLEEP
I JUST WANT TO SLEEP
YOU ARE READING
I don't know what I'm talking about
De TodoA balance between wild thoughts and maybe some poetic shit
