I don't know what I'm talking about

Goodnight, Achilles

Hello, my love.
You can't hear me.
I can make you hear me, Achilles, if I wanted to.
But I can only seem to whisper.
You're far away now.
I betrayed you.
I can look up and whisper to the stars,
Come back to me, Achilles. Please come back to me. Let me love you better.
I wish I deserved you.
I wish I deserved the sun but I don't.
You are the sun.
Goodnight, Achilles
You can't hear me.
But I'm here.