Shawn Mendes Imagines

Daydreaming

Note:
So guys, this one isn't very usual. Before you read, you should know that Shawn doesn't appear here, but I promise it'll be worth it because I think most of you will be able to relate to it. So please, give it a try!
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Music:
~ This is What it Takes by Shawn Mendes
~ Never be Alone by Shawn Mendes
~Act Like You Love Me by Shawn Mendes
~ A Little Too Much by Shawn Mendes
~ Like This by Shawn Mendes

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I know how you feel. You wake up, he pops into your mind. You go for a walk, grab lunch, maybe go for a run... Still there. When you're cooking, eating, brushing your teeth, putting some clothes on, hanging out with friends... When you smile, when you're sad, when you're stressed. When you feel like you can't take it anymore and when everything is falling apart. When you're on those crappy days, and even on the luckiest of them, he can't leave your mind. Something always reminds you of him. He makes you stronger, more confident, more special, understood, happier and accompanied. He makes you feel like you gotta go for it, you know? Like you can't give up, ever. When everything's wrong, when no one's there, or even when everyone is. When you feel alone, even if you are surrounded by a huge crowd. He is there, right? He is always there. And that's one of the many reasons you love him. No one will ever understand, that's an understatement. '''Why do you like him so much?'', they ask. But they don't see it, they don't know. They will never get it. They make fun of you, they think you're crazy, maybe even insane. So what? Maybe you are. That also may be an understatement. But you decide not to care, because the laugh's on them. You are happy. He gives you happiness. So what? Who cares?

You hope. Maybe someday you'll meet him and tell him everything you've kept inside your heart, and he will understand. He will see you. He will be holding you, even if it's just for one short minute, on his secure, warm and steady arms. You will be with him for a moment, and no one else. For that moment, you will be his and he will be yours. And maybe, just maybe... When you walk away, your eyes, as simple as they are, will remain on his head and on his heart forever. Maybe you will stand out. Out of all the girls he will be spending moments with, you will stand out. He will find it hard to focus because he won't be able to get you off his mind. Maybe he will shyly smile and blush. His eyes will travel down to his shoes in embarrassment. He will slightly bite his rosy bottom lip.

And maybe he will chase you. You will be walking away, but he will stop you by grabbing your hand. You'll suddenly forget how to breathe, and your heart will be beating so fast that you'll be afraid it'll get out of your chest. You will turn around and see those eyes once again. You'll feel his warm hand wrapped around yours, and everything will disappear. You will be lost, and so will he. You will be the one. The one he saw, the one that caught his attention. You thought you'd never be that person. But maybe you also did. Somewhere, deep inside, you knew this was meant to be. And that was the most magical part; that fantasy, that stupid illusion... Came true. He chose you. He saw you. And maybe, just maybe, he will love every part of you. Every imperfection, every flaw, every single thing you hold. Just the same way you will love him. You can't imagine a love like that. So inmense, consuming and indescribable. That feeling... Wow. It must feel amazing, right?

But then, you come back from that dream, that altern world, that incredible paradise. Then, you come back to reality.

So finally, you wonder: if I can love him so deeply without even had touched him, looked him in the eyes, talked to him face to face, or saw him... How deeply would I love him if I did all that, and even more?

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     — Lou ☼☽