Consumed

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Music:
~ Please Keep Loving Me by James TW
~ Kiss Me by Ed Sheeran
~ You're Beautiful by James Blunt

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I could feel my heartbeat pounding inside my head; my heart was out of control. I was so nervous, so anxious. Shawn was lying against the sand, facing the ground, his head resting on top of his arms, looking up at me with those beautiful, gleaming eyes of his.

The night sky was almost completely clear, besides a couple of stars, which seemed dull, almost extinct, compared to the light the person before me irradiated. I could also hear the remote sound of the waves, but I couldn't take any time at all to appreciate any of it. All I could think of, all that consumed me and drove me insane was right in front of me.

He was smiling at me, but just slightly. He looked like he had a thousend things to say, but didn't exactly know how to. I couldn't manage to even speak up myself; I was too busy contemplating him. It was impossible to look somewhere else, honestly. His torso was completely exposed, allowing me to admire his impressive figure, and he looked specially angelic that night.

I couldn't resist it anymore. Without any warning, my body got closer to him, and I instantly felt warmer, safer. I reached his spine with my hand and allowed my fingers to explore each and every curve of his. I traced infinite doodles from the back of his neck to the small of his back. He flinched multiple times, even gasped silently under my touch.

I laid down next to him, and smiled as we maintained eye contact. My hand travelled to his neck, and slipped through his hair. God, I would've spent hours, days, years, exploring those soft, chocolate waves. He smiled back at me, parting his lips, and his teeth peeked out a bit in between them.

My heart pounded even faster. I could feel his skin beneath my fingers; it was soft but still tight. It sent waves of rush and energy to each of my nerves, making me feel even more nervous, and perhaps a bit silly as well. Was he feeling this way too? Was he feeling every little thing I was, or was I the only one?

I even wondered whether I had gone crazy. Whether this was just an allucination, because he certainly looked and felt like a dream. I waited to see if I would wake up in my bed next, wishing to go back to sleep and return to this fairytale.

But nothing happened. I stayed there, inches away from him, more awake than I've ever been. So I began touching the muscles of his arms, every inch of skin that covered them. His arms were so beautiful. How could an arm even be beautiful?

But his face was almost a wonderland. Slight stubble on his chin, straight, round nose, eyes like coffee beans, cheeks blushed... I had to touch all of that, even if it meant I would lose my dignity forever. So I did. And even more, I kissed every part of his face, savouring all of his beauty. He smiled wider, and chuckled softly. I kept kissing him and smiling, too.

When I got to his lips, I lost all control. I kissed them as hard as I could, and felt their bumpy plump behind mines, like two sets of soft pillows. I couldn't help but groan a little. I inmediately felt stupid, but he didn't seem to mind. In fact, I felt his lips tighten in a sweet smile. I smiled back, and kissed his teeth too. He pulled away, chuckling playfully.

"You're the cutest, you know that?", he said, looking at me like I was some sort of treasurable creature.

I felt my cheeks heat up, and his gaze infiltrating through mine. I looked down in awkwardness, avoiding his loving eyes. He got closer to me, and rested his hand against my blushed cheek.

"I am so in love with you", he said, and I froze.

Love me? He freaking loved me?

I looked up instinctly, into his deep eyes. And right then, I knew he meant it. He looked so sincere, so filled with purity and affection... I had to resist the urge to throw myself at him and do stuff I wouldn't be proud of afterwards.

"I love you too", my mouth spilled without any warning. "So much, oh my God, Shawn- you have no idea"

He smiled one of his huge smiles now, showing off each and every one of his teeth, narrowing his eyes harder, and scooted in towards me, pulling me closer. I rested my head against his chest, wrapped my arms around his warm torso, and intertwined our legs together. He brushed our feet together softly, sending goosebumps all over my skin, and I fell asleep to the sound of his breaths against my ear.

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