"My turn to pick!" I proclaim as I selected the next Mario Kart map.
"F*ck! I hate Rainbow Road!" Dan yells as he smiles and pokes my side.
"Why do you think I picked it Danny?" I smirk at him. He then unexpectedly tackles me and we both laugh a ton. We laugh and look into each other's eyes for what felt like forever until Phil yells, "HAHAHA guess who's winning now!?".
"F*CK!" I exclaim as I shove Dan off of me and grab my controller. Dan is too busy laughing to even attempt to catch up. Phil ended up winning.
"You guys suck!" He laughed as the round ended.
"You got a head start!" I laugh back. Then I yawn. And then my eyelids start to close. And then all I can think about is my nice, warm, soft bed.
"F*ck I'm tired. G'night loves!" I gave Phil a hug and Dan I kiss then retreat to my room, where I put on my favorite song at the moment, "Blood Infections" by Frank Iero and the Patience. (Video above. SIDE NOTE: This song is actually my favorite right now. The lyrics are so amazing. I'm obsessed :P But if you dont like it, it's totally cool. Its a little intense :P )
I listen to this, smiling as I drift off to sleep.
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Phil's POV
I smile as (Y/N) yells about how its her turn to pick the level. She is so excitable. I love that.
Next thing I know Dan tackles her to the ground, both of them laughing hysterically. Man, I wish that was me. I want to just hug her and never let go. Have her fall asleep in my arms like she does with Dan. I want to be the reason her laugh echoes through the room, not Dan.
"STOP PHIL! GET OVER IT! SHE ISN'T YOURS AND NEVER WILL BE! SHE. IS. WITH. DAN. AND SHE IS HAPPY IN THE RELATIONSHIP!" I yell at myself inside. She is just so perfect. I cant help it! She is pretty, geeky, and has the most beautiful smile. I just want her to be with me. I just want love.
I have to hide these thoughts.
"HAHAHA guess who's winning now!?" I yell, still somewhat deep in thoughts.
"F*CK!" (Y/N) exclaims as she shoves Dan off her and scrambles to get her controller. I am laughing with Dan at this point.
As my car crosses the finish line, in first I might add, I announce to the two "You guys suck!". And we laugh for a bit when I notice that (Y/N) is drowsing off. She looks so cute so sleepy!
"NO PHIL! NO MORE OF THOSE THOUGHTS!" I yell internally.
(Y/N) stood and announced she was going to bed. She gave me a hug, me not wanting to let her go. She eventually pulled away, sadly really soon after the hug started. She smelled nice too. When I was with her I felt safe. Happy.
When I snap out of it I see her kissing Dan. Then she beamed at him and retreated to her room. Dan and I went to sleep shortly after. I dreamt of (Y/N) that night. We just looked in each other's eyes and smiled. Dan is one lucky guy.
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In My Eyes (Dan X reader)
FanfictionYou are a famous Youtuber with 15 million subs! You and Dan have been friends in the past but, due to not maintaining the relationship, are now more distant. When you join him on a panel on vidcon, will that change? (Yes I know the first few chapter...
