Brokenhearted (a Taylor Caniff fanfic )

Chapter 1

Hi guys. I hope you guys really enjoy this story. I'm gonna try to updat everyday at least until we get a little further into the story. Please leave comments and suggestions they mean a lot. Thank for reading. Ily 😘

~ Angella
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I could feel the hot sun beaming through the window on my face. The sound of birds chirping surrounded me as I made my way over to my open window. Today is the first day of summer vacation and I couldn't be happier be done with my junior year in high school. This was going to be the best summer of my life. My best friend Haley and I have been saving our money to attend Magcon in California. Magcon stands for Meet and Greet Convention. You get to meet some amazing Viners and YouTubers. It's a truly amazing and fun event. We were leaving this afternoon for California. I'm excited but a bit nervous as well. I've never been out of South Carolina before so it's gonna be a bit different for me.

I picked up my phone and looked at the time. It was already a little past nine. I was suppose to meet Haley at the airport by 12. I quickly grabbed my clothes and made my way to the bathroom down the hall. I started the shower and washed as swiftly as I could before turning off the shower and grabbing two towels from the shelf. I wrapped one around my hair and the other around my body. I wasn't too concerned with how I looked considering we were just going to be on a plane for 8 hours and then the hotel. I threw on a pair of PINK yoga shorts and a white PINk sweat shirt to match. It was quite warm in South Carolina but I thought it might be kinda cool on the plane. I didn't know what to expect so I was going prepared. I applied a small amount of makeup. Just a bit of foundation and mascara. I then blow dried my dark brown waist length hair and threw it in a messy bun while my bangs hang to the side and I tied a white bandana in place around it. I took one last look in the mirror. My face fell into a frown as I noticed all of my insecurities one by one. A tear escaped from my eye leaving a black line of mascara down my face. I quickly wiped it away and headed towards my room. I gathered all of my bags and started carrying them to the car. After everything was cramped in I slowly walked into the kitchen to find my mom passed out with her head on the kitchen table. This is why I didn't want her going out last night. I knew what the outcome would be. Ever since my dad committed suicide my mom and I both took it extremely hard only we had different ways of grieving. My mom used drugs and alcohol to mask the pain while I resorted to a razor to take away my pain. I let out a quiet sob as I began shaking my strung out mother awake.

"Mom wake up. You have to take me to the air port." I whisper to her, but She wasn't budging. "MOM!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

"What the fuck, Parker?" My mom snapped at me.

"I have to meet Haley at the airport by 12. Remember? we're going to California today." I flinched away knowing what her reaction was going to be.

"You're such a selfish little bitch. No wonder Daniel did what he did." she said referring to my deceased father. "You don't care about no one but yourself. You are such a fuck up." She screamed coming closer to me. I began to back up until I was in the corner and couldn't go any further. "I wish I never even had you. Daniel and I never had problems until we had you." She yelled as her hand came in contact with my cheek. Leaving my face burning. I slowly began to drop to my knees as the tears began to poor from my now swollen eye. She started kicking at my sides. I lay there and took every strike. After several moments of her beating me she knelt down to where I lay in the floor. She looked dead in my eyes.

"When you leave, do me a favor, don't come back." She said slapping me one last time before leaving out the back door.

I lay there on the floor gasping to catch my breath as I tried to pull myself up. I walked back to my bathroom and cleaned myself up wiping the blood from my face before calling Haley.

It rang twice before she answered.

"Hey girlie" she chirped.

"Hey. Mom is strung out again and can't bring me to the airport is there anyway you can come get me?" I asked nervously. Haley knew about my mom beating me. She was always there for me when my mom had an episode and would beat me or kick me out.

"No problem. I'll be there in 10." She said not as chipper as she was when she first answered the phone.

"Thank you so much Hay" I said before hanging up the phone. I sat on the steps of my porch waiting for Haley. My face in my hands as the tears escaped. I don't know how much more I can take of this. It's been like this for years and I'm getting to my breaking point. I've never felt so worthless and alone. I don't know how things got so bad. I use to be happy, my mom and I were best friends. We had such a good relationship before. And now she hates me. Haley is my only friend. School is a bitch. People give me looks as I go down the hallway. I'm the suicidal bitch who watched her dad shoot himself. I'm a freak. No one wants to be friends with a freak. I'm a worthless piece of -

Beep! I was pulled out of my thoughts by Haley honking the horn of her lime green bug. She put the car in park and ran out to embrace me in a warm hug. I hugged back and cried even harder the tears soaking the back of her shirt. After several long moments she pulled away.

"Come one baby girl. Let's leave all this shit and go meet our boys." She smiled at me. My face turned into a half smile as we started grabbing my bags from the curb. We piled everything in and fastened our seatbelts before taking of down the road. Leaving this hell hole of a life. I planned to do exactly what my mom said. I won't be coming back. Everyone here is better off without me. I need a fresh clean start and that is exactly what I plan to get.

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Whoop! first chapter done. I hoped you guys like it so far I will up load chapter two in a bit. Thanks so much for reading ilysm.

- Angella 💕