Brokenhearted (a Taylor Caniff fanfic )

Chapter 6

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Okay guys this part is dedicated to Mackenzie aka Magcon_Storyteler go follow her and read her fanfic Invisible. Thank you for supporting this story and sharing it around. Ily okay. 💝

~ Angella 💕

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"Cameron!! Where in the earth are you taking me?" I asked. A little annoyed by the fact he had wrapped my bandana around my eyes and he refused to tell me where he was leading me.

"Calm down. We're almost there." He pleaded and I obliged. We walked for a few more moments before he spoke again. "Okay, we're here." He said from behind me. I felt his hands on the back of my head untying my bandana. The warm breeze came in contact of my skin. The aroma of salt was fresh in the air. The sound of waves crashing along the shore filled my ears. It was beautiful. It was secluded, there was no one out here. Just me and Cam. The stars shone from above, there wasn't a single cloud in sight the only light was that shone from the moon. my mouth slightly parted in awe of my surroundings.

"It's beautiful out here." I finally spoke after a peaceful silence.

"I know no was just out here earlier. I was headed back to my room when I heard Haley screaming." He replied. I looked down shame and embarrassment was plastered all over my face. He must have noticed because he came closer to me and wrapped my body in his. The fragrance of his cologne engulfed me.

"Parker" he started as he lifted my chin so I was now looking him straight into his milky brown orbs. "I don't know what exactly it is you are going through , but harming yourself is not the answer. I promise you, you are worth it. There are people out there who care about you, obviously Haley does, I don't even know you, but I care about you. Seeing you like that.." he voice began to break. "It hurt me. No one should have to feel like cutting themselves is the only option. I know you were just trying to take the pain away, but adding more pain isn't gonna help the situation one bit." A small tear escaped my eye, then followed by another.

"I know... but you don't understand. Look at me. You couldn't see it earlier because of all the makeup Haley had on me, but look at me." I raised my voice slightly. "Look at all these bruises. Look at my stomach" I raised my shirt so he could see the dark purple and blue marks that covered my stomach and sides. "You don't understand what it's like Cameron," I sated clearly. "You don't know how bad it hurts to watch your mom strung out from drugs and alcohol. You don't know what it's like to get beaten... every..single.. day. You don't know why if feels like to watch your father commit suicide right in front of you. You don't know." The tears were streaming down my face as I poured my heart out to Cameron. "To have the woman who gave birth to you, who is supposed to love you, no matter what, hate you, despise you, blame you for the death of your father,beat you, and tell you what a piece of shit you are. You don't know what it's like" I fell to my knees as I spoke the last words. Cameron said nothing. He only looked at me as if I was a fragile piece of paper. As if I could break at any moment. Sympathy and Shock shone on his face. We sat there for a moment, me crying my eyes out and Cameron holding me, trying to comfort me.

"I don't know what any of that's like, but you don't have to go through it alone anymore. I'm here. You have all the boys now. And Haley." He slightly began to rock me from side to side. "Parker, I'm so so sorry that you've gone through that. I can't even begin to imagine. You are so strong. And you have to keep fighting, if not for yourself or for Haley, then do it for me. Stay strong for me." I could feel his gaze on me as he spoke. I looked up to meet his eyes. And he hugged me even tighter. "Promise me, you will stay strong for me." I thought over his words carefully.

"I don't make promises I can't keep." I stated and I could see the sadness building in his eyes before I added. "But I can promise you that I will try."

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. Kisses.

~ Angella 💕