The ride to the airport was intense. Everyone was dreading the goodbyes although no one admitted it, and pretended as if this was just another ride to a show.
Everyone laughed and sang to the radio as if everything was okay, but for me it wasn't okay. I wasn't okay.
It's going to kill me to say goodbye to everyone, especially Haley and Cam.
I'm happy to be starting a new life with Taylor away from my past, my greatest nightmare, but at the same time I'm scared.
There are so many dilemmas, so many things that could go wrong and that frightens me. I'm not sure how much more hurt and pain I could handle before I completely broke.
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We arrived at the airport sooner than I had hoped.
We all made our way through security, our tickets in hand.
Haley and I clung tightly to each other, refusing to let go. Tears were falling from both of our eyes as we savored the moment. It will be months before I see her again, if not longer. We've spent nearly every day together since we were five, a few months apart feels like a century.
"I'm gonna miss you so so damn much" Haley cried into my shoulder.
"I'm gonna miss you more" I replied as I squeezed her a little tighter.
We broke apart and I wiped a tear from her cheek.
I turned to face Cameron and he opened his arms wide for me to run into. He wrapped his arms around my waist, picking me up far from the ground and spinning me around. My arms clung to his neck.
"Cammy" I cried as he place me back gently on my feet. He used his thumb to wipe the cascade of tears that slid from my eyes.
"Don't cry, you're an ugly cryer" he teased bringing a smile to my face as I shoved him lightly.
"Promise you'll FaceTime every chance you get?" I asked. He nodded and hugged me one last time.
I made my way around hugging the others as we all said our goodbyes.
I stood beside Taylor his arm placed gently on the small of my back as we approached our tunnel.
And before I knew it they were gone, Cameron, Haley, they were no longer in sight and I felt a pain in my chest. I felt empty, lost, uncertainty, am I making the right choice by going with Taylor?
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A/N
Hi guys. Sorry this chapter was short but I'm going to do a double update and the next chapter is super long.
I hope you guys are liking the story. These past few chapters haven't been all that great bc they were just filler chapters. I work really hard on this story and I spend most of my time planning, writing, editing, all that bish.
I would like to get more reads so if you could share it with your friends I would really appreciate it. You can tweet it whatever.
If you do though make sure you tag me in it and I will give you a shoutout in the next chapter.
My twitter is @mahonescaniff
Thank you so much I love you all.
Happy reading 📖
~Angella 💛
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Brokenhearted (a Taylor Caniff fanfic )
FanfictionParker wasn't your average 17 year old girl. She was broken, beaten, bullied, hurt, lost... She was coming to her last straw. She can only take so much before she breaks. Will he save her or will he break her heart ? Will everything change when she...