Brokenhearted (a Taylor Caniff fanfic )

Chapter 33

HALEYS POV
That night, I cried myself to sleep. I've never been so broken in my life. Helpless, the fact that there was nothing I could do to save her, or find her even... it shattered me.
I lay in bed staring at the white ceiling above me, tears stained my checks as I sobbed quietly to myself. At this point all I could do is hope that she came to her senses, hope for my phone to blast "Oath" by Cher Lloyd and Becky G, the ringtone that is set for her and only her.
I didn't move from this position all day. Lifeless, frozen in my pain and grief and terror that I may have lost my best friend, my sister, my other half.
My phone buzzed on the table beside me, though I don't recognize the number.
"California?" I ask aloud to myself. "Hello?" I answer.
"Hello, is this Miss Haley Newton?" a man said from the other line.
"Yes Sir. May I ask whose calling?" I asked politely.
"Yes. I'm Mr. Brad Stevens, manager of the Hilton Hotel in Los Angeles, California. I hate to be calling you with such news."
"What news?" I ask nervous for his answer.
"Do you happen to know a Miss Parker Faye?" My heart dropped to the pits of my empty stomach and a lump formed in my throat the size of a gold ball, simply by the mention of her name.
"Yes sir I do."
"I'm so terribly sorry. House keeping found her body this morning with four notes. One of them informing us to contact you."
"H-Her b-body?" I asked my voice breaking on every word.
"I'm so sorry for your loss."

That was all that I needed to hear for me to break. Every piece of hope I had was gone....gone. My best friend was gone. After everything we've been through. After the hell she went through, I honestly thought, hoped she would make it through. Parker was fighting a battle for years, losing her father, her mothers torture, the lonliness, the depression,the anxiety, the nightmares, the bullies, but the battle wasn't really with any of that.. it was with herself.

And she lost.

And now I'm missing a piece of myself. A piece that will never be filled again.

Cameron's POV

"Missing you right now" I tweeted as I laid in bed exhausted from a day full of meetings and photo shoots. No matter how busy I am I always try my best to stay active on social media for my fans. They do so much for me it's the least I can do.

New email from @/ haileynewton74@yahoo.com

Haley? I immediately opened the email curious as to why she was emailing me instead of texting me. Not to mention Haley and I were never close. We didn't really bond over the summer due to the fact she was always with Matthew and partially because I honestly believe she was a bit jealous of how close Parker and I became.

Cameron,

I don't know what to say honestly, or where to start, or how I should say this.. I know and email probably isn't the best way, but I couldn't bare to say it over the phone. I can't bring myself to say the words out loud... Parker's gone. She did it. She committed... She was found and the Hilton Hotel in LA. She left four notes... One for who found her telling them to contact me. One for me. One for you. And one for... Him. I took the time to attach your letter. No. I didn't read it. I'm sorry, Cameron. I know how much you cared about her.

Haley.

I clicked on the attachment not fulling believing this all was true.

To my Cameron,

Hey Cammie. I just want you to know you are my sunshine. My angel. You've helped me so much in the short time that we've known each other and I can never thank you enough for that. You've made the biggest impact on me since I saw you first vine. I want you to know how much I love you from the bottom of my heart and I'm so so sorry. I wish things didn't have to be like this, but I can't do this anymore. I physically can't. I'm so tired of hurting, im tired of the pain I just want it to end and there ms only one way I'm going to find that peace and happiness I've been searching for. I want you to know how proud I am of you. You've come so far.... you've worked your ass off and you deserve every good thing life could possibly give to you. I hope you have a great acting career and get married and have lots of babies. But please no matter what. Never forget me.

Your ParPar.