Confession: School is out and there is something weighing me down.
Easter Vacation started this week. College is out to do what they please. High school still has school because of the Teacher's strike last year. Primary school is out.
So why am I telling you this?
I don't know.
It's pretty hard to get out of bed when you have literally nothing to do. Especially when you feel like you have this weight sitting on your chest.
Some days, I find it hard to even go have a shower. I don't really know why, it's just the energy isn't there.
I don't feel like I can do anything.
And it's been this way for like half of the semester. I have no energy. I do my work to the minimal because I have to. I need to pass.
And now, since it's the holiday, I have an excuse to stay in bed and be on Wattpad or Instagram or whatever I choose to be on all day. I don't have to leave my room.
And that's horrible that I'm thinking that way isn't it?
I don't even want to see my friends, my boyfriend. I want to sleep, thinking that if I take Just one last sleep, I'll wake up fine.
And I fall asleep every night thinking that. I take so many naps thinking that.
And it just doesn't work.
I want it to work.
I want something to work.
Deuces ✌🏾
Chey.
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Little Infinities
Документальная проза"No one told me, That love was something to be afraid of. Now look at me; Afraid to get my heart broken After one encounter With the angel-disguised sin. " c.w A collection of poems, dreams, thoughts and short stories.
