Confession: I am on the honor roll and I don't feel like I deserve it.
I have gotten off probation. A place I have been in for so long.
A place I have been accustomed to.
When I got my report card, and saw I was on the honor roll, I felt empty.
I was shocked. I was just staring at it.
I couldn't feel anything. I went to my boyfriend and showed him.
He was so proud.
And I couldn't understand why.
Why was he so Happy for something that could have happened so long ago.
Why was my honor roll status something that everyone was Happy for?
Why do I feel like I didn't work for it?
I mean, I've only taken 4 classes this semester. None of them pertaining to my major.
Is that not the reason I have an honor roll status?
I dont deserve it.
I didnt work for it.
But everyone's proud.
So I should be happy,
Right?
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Little Infinities
Non-Fiction"No one told me, That love was something to be afraid of. Now look at me; Afraid to get my heart broken After one encounter With the angel-disguised sin. " c.w A collection of poems, dreams, thoughts and short stories.
