chapter 1

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"Luke what the hell?!" I screamed at him as tears threatened to pour from my eyes.

"Sam I'm sorry!!" He said back following me down the street.

"No you're obviously not because if you were you wouldn't have done it!"

"I said I'm sorry what else do you want me to say?!" He shouted jogging to keep up with me.

"Nothing! You've gone too far this time Luke..." I said holding back tears.

"Too far?! How many times have you gone too far Sam lets talk about that!" He yelled back.

"NEVER! Luke I have never done anything to hurt you! I really love you and I wouldn't do anything as disgusting as this to you!" I screamed seeing my house come into sight.

"Really?! If you love me so much then you should've said something about this!" He yelled grabbing my hand and pulling up my sleeve to show my scars.

"DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME!!!" I yelled at the top of my lungs trying to rip my hand from his grip.

"Why not?! Because you know I'm right or because you're too depressed or angry why Sam?!"

"Because I can't trust you anymore!!!!" I yelled letting the tears spill over.

Luke seemed taken back and hurt.

"Then if you can't trust me why are you still with me?" He said with tears in his eyes.

"Because I love you...just not the things you do." I whispered as Luke let go of my wrist.

I hurriedly pulled down my sleeve as we reached my steps.

"I hate fighting with you...and I hate fighting for you. You need to decide, Luke. What are your priorities in life and if I'm not one of them then tell me. Because this is killing me." I cried at him as tears now poured over like a waterfall and Luke just stared at me hurt.

"I...I don't know what to tell you...." He whispered.

"Then we are done..." I stated.

I hadn't realized what I just did killed him. His puppy dog eyes had tears falling from them and the expression on his face looked as if you could see his heart breaking in half.

"Sam...Sam I'm sorry...." He whispered as he cried heavily.

"Yeah Luke...so am I...." I said as I stepped inside my house and closed the door on Luke.

It was like this all the time.

We never stopped fighting.

We used to be that cute couple everyone wanted to be and then he became the guy every girl tried to hook up with.

He had kissed a lot of other girls, he hooked up with 1 and cheated on me with 1.

But I forgave him...

We were over this time, for good until he changed.

I could tell Luke had left because the crying on the other side of the door had stopped, but I couldn't help but keep crying after he left.

"Sam!" Yelled my best friend as she popped out from behind a corner.

"Brittany!! You scared the piss out of me!!!!!" I screamed and wiped the tears from my face.

"Girl why are you crying?!" She questioned in her worried tone.

"Me....and Luke...are over...." I sobbed out as she pulled me into a hug.

"Don't cry...What did he do this time?" She coed.

"He...c-cheated on me with some blonde." I said making myself cry harder thinking about it.

"Oh my God! Can I go kick his ass!!!!???" She yelled stopping the hug and looking at the door.

"No...it's ok... I broke it off until he changes. I just need to be alone for a while." I said striding over to the couch and throwing myself down on its soft cushions.

Brittany followed closely behind me and sat on the edge of the couch cushion and rubbed my back.

"Hey you'll be fine. Any guy with common sense is lucky to have you and should be smart enough to keep you. Don't think about Luke just get yourself built back up again ok?" She said softly and in a comforting nature.

"Thank you...and I will." I smiled as Brittany got up and walked toward the door.

"Call me later ok?" She shouted as she walked out the door.

Once the door shut I didn't know what to do so I grabbed my phone to check my notifications.

Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, Text, and whatever else I could find to keep my mind off things.

After a day of movies, television, phone surfing, and other occupations I drifted off to sleep dreaming of all the romantic times me and Luke had.

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