She's My Heartbreak Girl

chapter 27

That one word echoed through the entire stadium, just one simple world yet it felt as if my whole life just was slowly being ripped from me.

Everyone stared at the band on the stage as the other boys in the group all stared at Luke.

"Lucas...What are you doing?" Michael asked with a small laugh following.

"I just wanted to say, I turned my entire world around for you...you know who you are and I'm sorry for everything. I'm glad you came tonight and I hope everyone here had a good time tonight! Thank you and have an amazing rest of your night." Luke finished looking directly at me before walking off stage and Ashton waved at me and walked off as well.

"Lauren we need to leave now." I stated frantically seeing now that everyone was off.

"Okay, start walking to the car. I have to make a call and talk to the stage manager for my job so go quickly."

I nodded and felt my heart hurting and my mind pounding.

He's sorry?

He changed everything?

He's glad I was here?

Did he still love me?

Did I still love him?

What about Ashton?

I was so lost in thought I didn't even realize I ran straight into Ashton.

"Oh gosh I'm sorry." I said still looking down.

"There you are I thought you were over in the front row, I was coming out to find you." He smiled at me.

"Oh well I just had to..." I thought for a moment, I couldn't tell him I was running from his band mate and apparent friend! I didn't want to lie, but it was what I needed to do, "I had to go to the bathroom."

"Bathrooms are that way." Ashton said pointing in the complete opposite direction of Where I was headed.

"Oh well I'm fine anyway, but you had an amazing show." I smiled trying to act normal.

"I'm sweaty as hell, did you know stage lights are that hot?" He smiled as I looked at him and saw he was really sweaty it was pretty gross yet cute at the same time.

Literally is guy could pick his nose with his foot and I would think it was still cute!

"Yeah so I see." I giggled, "um, I'm going home with Lauren to tonight after she's done talking, but what are you doing tomorrow?"

"An interview, but that's it and then just kind of hanging out. You should come with me." He smiled.

"maybe, who's going to be there?"

"I think just me and Calum." He responded.

"Calum is the bassist right?" I asked trying to set facts straight.

"Yes that's him." He said in a cute tone.

"Alright well sure I'll go if you give me directions." I said to him.

"Sure thing, they already rushed all the boys out so they will probably want me to go and sign some stuff, do some meet and greets, get called sexy and hot a million times, you know he usual." He smirked.

"Woah, nobody can call you hot or sexy but me got it?" I said jealous.

"Got it." He smirked and kissed me.

"Alright goodnight beautiful and I'll see you tomorrow okay?"

I nodded with a smile as Ashton ran off backstage and I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket.

I quickly took it out and saw it was no one other than Luke Hemmings calling me.

I felt a hand touch my shoulder suddenly as I jumped and turned around with the phone still in my hand.

"Gosh it's just me." Lauren said taking her hands away from me.

"please don't punch me and let's go?" She said as she walked past me to the car.

I noticed as my phone rang and I faced the stage I saw Luke peaking out from behind the curtain ,so he wouldn't be noticed, with a phone to his ear and his eyes gazing the crowd.

I hurried as fast as I possibly could to the parking lot and got into Lauren's car.

"What the hell was that all about? I saw you and you were acting crazy and scared and then you see your boyfriend and you're completely fine and I come over again and you're jumpy." Lauren said sounding a bit angry as she drove out of the stadium lot.

"I can't tell Ashton about Luke! Especially now I mean he is his band mate and friend! And I was jumpy because you touched my shoulder from behind me when Luke called me so I thought it was him." I defended myself.

"I'm sorry I'm just in a bad mood, work deal was cancelled I guess so I was screamed at by my manager on the phone." She said as I stared out the window looking at the clouds and Sun that were slowly fading away.

The questions swirled in my mind, but one stood out.

And what the hell am I going to do?