After The Nightfall ...

•Chapter 25•

I stared blankly at the letter in my hand as I started shaking. Should I be mad at him? Or stop him? No I don't want to loose him. But isn't me who wanted to revenge for my parnets?

My vision got blurred and I started crying all over again. All that time. All that time he was the one that killed my parents. Ripped them into shreds and I LOVED him ! I fucking fell in love with him.

I felt my knees go weak. I fell to the ground sobbing and crying. "Why god why?" I whispered.

Why is the night always falling on me ? It was in the morning and it was dark. Not that it's just me feeling down. No. It's raining too. As if everything is feeling my pain.

I got my face on my bed crying my eyes out.

"Kylie - baby are you crying?" Daniel asked getting in the room.

"Oh my god what's wrong?" he asked and I hand him the paper.

He read it and I watch as his eyes turn pitch black.

"That mother f**ker ass! How dare he!!" He yelled making me flinch.

"Oh sorry I didn't mean to yell at you. "

I shook my head sobbing then didn't know how I found my legs and they got me to the bathroom making me throw up again.

Since I've thrown up everything before , the second time hurts like hell! It burned my throat. I whimpered in pain as I felt a warm hand on my back rubbing it soothingly.

"I'm so sorry Ky. It's ok. Take it easy. everything will be alright. "

I shook my head then sit on the bathroom floor like a dead girl , laying my head hopelessly on the cold wall.

"What should I do now ?" I asked him.

"I don't know what to do. It's so much pain t-to take." I said between my sobs.

Daniel tear up and started crying with me.

"It's alright. "He say.

"I want to stop him but he betrayed me ! Why am I being played by boys?! What did I do ?" I said sobbing more.

He shook his head. "You don't deserve him. If I was you I'd leave him die. "He said making me cry even more. He grabbed me and sat me on his knees hugging me as I cried on his shoulder.

Why am I feeling guilty ?

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"Are you ok?" Ave asked me. I smiled and nodded.

It's 5 pm now and I've been sitting in bed all day.

"Ave wait. "I said when I saw her going out. She turned to me raising an eye brow.

"I don't think I'm sick. "I said.

"What do you mean?"She asked.

"I don't know can you do me a favor ?" I asked she nodded.

"Anything. "

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I sat on the toilet floor staring blankly at the test in my hand.

"Ky sweetie. You done? You're taking forever. "Ave said knocking on my bathroom door.

I wanted to cry. But guess what ..I ran out of tears. Great. Just great.

"It's positive. "I said.

"Oh my god really?" She said.

"Yea you know what?" I said throwing the test away and opening the door.

"I'm dead. "I said. "I can't take the pain anymore. "

"What are you talking about ?" She asked worry shown on her face.

"I'll end my life. Just as simple as it sound. "

"Kylie NO !! Are you insane?!" She yelled.

"No I'm sane but I'm done with that shit!" I said.

"No. No no no no. I can't let this happen. "She said shaking her head.

"Tell Daniel I love him so much. and everyone else in the pack."

"Kylie you need to calm down. "

"I'VE HAD ENOUGH ! I fucking suffered a lot. " I said my voice breaking.

"What's going on?" Levi barged into the room.

"Is everything ok?" Daniel said .

"Wow what died in here?" Carter said.

"Well guess what guys. I'm killing myself. "I said proudly.

"You kidding me right?" Levi said.

"Oh hell yes she is. "Daniel said in with angry look on his face.

"I can't take this pain anymore. "I said.

"Oh so you just can't hold a bit of pain cause of your fucking mate?" Levi said annoyed too.

"I'm FUCKING PREGNANT!! here I said that ! happy now?" I groaned in frustration.

They all looked at me with wide eyes.

"I don't know what to do now" I whispered . Daniel's face was blank and I couldn't read his expression.

Levi shook his head. "You gotta calm down sis. "He gave me a hug and went out.

He was followed by Ave and Carter leaving Daniel and me alone.

"Kylie. "He closed his eyes taking in a deep breath.

"It's ok if you keep the child. I don't mind if you had him or her. I'll love it anyways. " He said.

"I love it. I don't want to loose it . "I said he nodded smiling slightly.

I came closer to him and hugged him so tight. He hugged me back.

"It's late and you're so tired. Go to sleep. "He kissed my forehead. I nodded.

He placed the blanket on top of me and kissed my cheek. Then he was about to leave but I stopped him.

"Dan. " I turned to look at him. "Can you sleep next to me ..just tonight. "I said. He nodded and gave me a small smile.

He took off his jacket and T-shirt placing them on the floor then he crawled next to me , laying his head on one hand while the other played with my hair making me drift off to sleep.

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