After The Nightfall ...

•Chapter 11•

He didn't say anything. He just stared blankly at me. I looked away from him .

I sighed trying to breath from that lump in my throat. I shook my head slowly knowing I had no choice.

Either getting out of this room or ..just get out of the room! He asked you to didn't he!

I walked out and slammed the door behind me angrily! I was so frustrated and another part of me wanted to cry itself to sleep.

Being emotional made me so tired. I ran back to the girl's room and everyone's eyes landed on me. I looked down making my hair fall on my face so they won't know I was crying.

I grabbed my stuff and ran to the bathroom. After I looked into the mirror I couldn't help but cry more.

And blame myself. Why did I fall for him? And the other question is why didn't I leave when he asked me to! He gave me my freedom but its not what I want? It seems that I want him more than anything. I'm so selfish. But no even though I did run away I won't be selfish and leave the rest of the girls behind.

I hugged my knees as I sat on the floor and cried in a low voice.

A hand was placed on my shoulder making me look up quickly and wipe my tears away.

Eve smiled sadly at me. "Are you ok?" She asked me. I nodded.

"OhMG ! What did he do to you?" Alisha said rushing to me.

Why did I leave the door unlocked? Why god ,why?

"Nothing don't worry. "I said as I got up.

"Are you sure? It seems like you've just cried a river ." Claudia said taking my hair out of my face.

I got a rubber band and pulled my hair up in a messy bun. I washed my face as they washed me with questions.

"Guys guys. Don't worry. He did nothing to me just that ..that he..I don't know. I think I love him. "

All three girls gasped in shock.

"Are you serious?" Claudia asked.

"You've got to be kidding me. "Ally said.

"I'm happy for you. " Eve said. They all looked at her like she was crazy but I gave her a smile and hugged her.

"Thank you. "I whispered.

"Any time. "She smiled. I loved that girl she was like more than a sister to me. My daughter.

"Have you gone nuts? " Alisha asked.

"It's so sweet to know your mate love you. " Eve said. I gave her a confused look which she turned with a sad smile.

"My mate is Emmett. He rejected me cause I was human , so weak and small , but I was already in love with him. He broke my heart and after that fucked Holly. That really hurts. That's why I'm so happy for you. "

Oh my poor baby. She got rejected. I gasped and tears started falling again. It was then it struck to me. He was telling me to leave so that's called rejecting?

"I love him but I'm afraid he rejected me. " I whispered. I looked into her eyes and they held sorrow and worry.

"No. Don't say that. Things will be fine. " she said in her tiny voice.

"But what about you?" I asked.

She shook her head slowly look down at the floor. "I'm over him. But I can't lie I still love him. "

"Aww I'm so sorry. " I said crying and sobbing again.

"Oh gosh. I'm sorry I made you cry again. " her eyes filled with tears.