Amnesia // Luke Hemmings

Chapter 1

*Luke's P.O.V.*

I miss her so much, yet she doesn't know. She will never know, if only she didn't forget who I am and leave. Why am I crying over a a girl who doesn't know who I am anymore? I just wish I could hold her and hug her, the pain of not being able to is literally killing me.

I grab my guitar and I began to strum a few notes, and next thing I know, I'm playing the notes to Amnesia, a song I wrote dedicated entirely to her.

"If today I woke up with you right beside me

like all of this was just some twisted dream.

I'd hold you closer than I ever did before

and you'd never slip away, "

Honestly, I'm a complete mess. I'm literally full on sobbing, this is kind of an everyday thing now. I've gone so deep into depression without her. I wish she would come back, but she can't. She doesn't know me anymore, she'll never love me like she used to.

I put my guitar to the side and I head into my bathroom to clean up a bit because I've got band practice in an hour. I strip my clothes on and shower away all my pain. The water is slightly cold, but it doesn't bother me too much. By now, I'm not longer crying anymore. Showers always calmed me down and somehow managed to make to stop crying every time I thought of her.

After what seems like forever, I finally get out the shower and change into a Nirvana shirt and some black skinny jeans. I fumble around my room, looking for my black vans, so I can put them on and head to Michael's for band practice. As I rummage through my closet, I find my vans and I attempt to put them on. As I put on the second shoe, I fall backwards onto my bed, and the mattress moves a bit. I groan as I get up, and finish putting on my shoe before moving the mattress back onto it's rightful place.

I hop off my bed and lift my mattress a bit, so I can move it, when I notice something underneath it. It's some square thing I can't really see. Instead of moving the mattress back, I push it back a bit and I find something I would least expect to find.

It's a picture of me and her.