Amnesia // Luke Hemmings

Chapter 24

*Luke's P.O.V.*

God fucking damn it. I just fixed everything, and Michael Gordon Clifford, the bearer of bad news comes and ruins it! Not that it's his fault but he always gives me the worst news and the worst times possible.

Well, what should I do? Should I call her? Should I go back? Do I send her a text? An email?

No, no, no this is all so stupid. I don't want to leave her, she means the world to me. But, I can't quit the band. I'd ruin the other lads' dreams. As much as I love Katrina, I can't crush another person's dream.

I'm going to call her, I'm sure she'll understand. Wait, I know what I'll do! I'll skype her, it's not as bad. Okay, so first I'll call her and then I'll ask her to skype. This is a decent plan.

I pick up my phone from it was before
and I dial her number, and she answers moments later.

"Hello?" She says lightly, had she fallen asleep? I probably woke her up. Good going, Luke.

"Hey, sorry to call you so late but can you please skype? It's really important and I can't go to your house to tell you." I pull out my laptop and download skype.

"Uh, sure. But just a warning, I look like shit since you just had woken me up from my sleep." She sighs.

"What do you mean? An hour of sleep couldn't change your beautiful face, not even twenty four hours. Like you face is really hot to be honest." I begin ranting on about her beauty.

"Whatever Luke," She giggles "What's your skype name?"

"Well, I'm barely making a skype so help me think of one?" I ask her as my fingers roam around the keyboard, thinking of what my username should be.

"Hm, what's your favorite animal?" She asks.

"Penguins! They're the best and cutest animals! Well you're cuter than them."

"Well, make it Luke underscore is underscore a underscore penguin!" She says, proud that she came up with it.

"Okay," I type the letters in and then I type my usual pass word for everything, cakeisbetterthanmashton. "I'm ready now, what's your skype name?"

"Um, it's embarrassing."

"Well go along, say it!" How embarrassing could it be? More embarrassing than Luke_Is_A_Penguin?

"Katrina underscore is underscore punk underscre rock." She mumbles quietly, but loud enough for me to hear.

"Aw." I type in the username into the search button on skype. I click on the little button that says video call and I say into the phone, "Okay pick up now so I can hang up the phone."

"Okay." She says as she answers the video call.

"Hey Katrina underscore is underscore punk underscore rock." I smirk.

"Shut up, Luke underscore is underscore a underscore penguin." He blushes.

"Hey! You gave me the username idea!"

"Oh yeah," She pauses for a minute to think "What were you going to tell me?"

"Well, there were a change of plans and I leave at 12, which is in twelve hours."

"Oh." Her faces saddens.

"Hey, don't get too sad. I don't want you be sad." I attempt to comfort her.

"I don't want you to leave." She admits.

"Well, babe, I can't just not go. The lads need me." I hate doing this.

"I understand, it's just that I'm scared." A tear streams down her face.

"Scared of what?" I ask, it hurts seeing her so sad.

"I'm scared of what's going to happen to us! I'm scared you're going to find someone better than me and move on. I'm scared you'll leave and never come back. Luke, you're going to be known world wide soon, and what will I do? The unknown girlfriend of Luke Hemmings! I'm scared, no terrified. You're going to find someone better, I know you will, it always happens." She cries out.

"Dear god, I would never. How could you say that?" I yell, I'm not angry or anything. I'm rather hurt that she'd think I'd leave her.

"It's common! Do you honestly think that you'd stay with me rather than going with some smoking hot model?"

"Of course not. I'm dating YOU, and only YOU. What's giving you all these ideas that will?" I just need her to know I would never do that.

"Well, they're in these stories I read. It's like fanfiction. The guys becomes famous, he's off to tour, he finds someone better, and he breaks up with the original girl. I'm scared that's going to happen to me."

"Katrina, listen to me. I would never leave you. Those stories you read are nonsense, they aren't real. They're fiction for god's sake!" She needs to get this through her head.

"I just-" She cries a bit louder "I don't even know."

"Look at me," I motion to my face through the screen, she turns her head and looks at her webcam "I will do whatever it takes to keep our relationship strong. We will do whatever possible and I will make sure our affection for each other cannot weaken, but rather increase. I swear to god, I will. No matter what, even if I were to be taken over by a demon, I'd still love you. I'd love you if I became blind, I'd love you no matter what, okay? I'm going to try my hardest to get you to come onto the tour. I swear, okay?"

"Okay." She says, reminding me of Hazel and Gus from The Fault in Our Stars. If only Katrina could see how much I love her.

"Now, go to sleep. Are coming to the airport when I leave?" I'm hoping she does so I can see her once more before I leave, maybe I can even get a kiss that'll leave me with a memory for the plane ride to London.

"Of course, goodnight Luke. I love you. " She yawns then proceeds to smile.

"I love you too." She hangs up the call and I close my laptop, and shove it away. Since I'm leaving in eleven hours now, I better start packing.

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Hey guys! Sorry for the late update, I'm having writer's block. Anyways, I'm think of ending this on the 5oth chapter, but I'm still not sure. Don't worry this isn't the end yet, there's more to come! And question of the day: where are you readers from? I'm from California :) ily bye!