Amnesia // Luke Hemmings

Chapter 13

*Luke's P.O.V.*

"Her name is Emily!" I smirk, as I make eye contact with Katrina. I see her face fall and it seems as if she was lost. I feel like what I did was a total dick move, but I don't care. I want her to know what it feels like to be rejected. There's no denying my feelings for her, but I'm trying to lose them, and gain feelings with Emily.

We begin playing the song, and we sound amazing. The crowd is loud, but right now, all I want to do is just relax. As soon as we finish the song, I notice Katrina's no longer around anymore. Maybe she got too jealous and stormed off? Nah, she's probably exploring this big ass place. Come to think about it, I don't see Emily anymore.

Emily. Well, I haven't really told anyone, but she's my girlfriend now. Should I tell the lads? I don't know why I'm even dating her. Like I said, I still have feelings for Katrina, maybe Emily is my escape. She's helping me hide the feelings I'm keeping bottled inside. I know I shouldn't hide them, but what I'm I supposed to do? She's in love with Calum! She looks at him, the way she used to look at me.

I guess I'll just walk around, clear my mind. Once we're done with our set, I gather the lads.

"So erm guys, I'm dating Emily, so she's like my girlfriend." I say, rushing the ending.

"That's great!" Ashton says while the rest nod in approval.

"Okay, thanks just wanted to let you guys know now, so I'm going to go hang out with her now so yeah bye." I say speeding off.

Damn, this house is hug. I can barely find my way around. I guess I'll look around for her. I ask people around if they've seen her and they just either say no or ignore me. I think she may have gone into one of the rooms because she's tired? I don't know.

*Katrina's P.O.V.*

I can't handle watching him play, he did that on purpose. But why would he? I'll just go hide in a room until I'm okay and mentally stable. I don't know why this is affecting me so much. I'm not even dating him and I'm jealous? God, I'm so stupid. I have a boyfriend, for fuck's sake!

I stumble into a room and see there's two people having a little fun. "Oh shit sorry," I stop, is that Emily? Holy fuck, it is. I recgonize her from earlier when the stoplight goes on. I run out the room. I know the other guy was definitely not Luke. Is it bad I don't feel bad at all? I'm actually laughing because Luke's dating, I'm assuming they're dating, a slut who's cheating on him. Maybe she's beautiful on the outside, but definitly not on the outside.

I walk into another empty room, in this gigantic house. I peek around the room and am grateful that no one's in here. I think it was the room I was perviously in, before the performance started. I see my shoes on the ground, so it was the room I was in. I lay back onto the bed and let out a huge sigh. I just want a few minutes, maybe even an hour to myself.

But, nope. Someone just has to walk in. I angrily lift myself up and say, "What do you want- oh hi Luke." Fuck, really it just had to be Luke! This fucking sucks.

"Erm hey Katrina. Uhm do you know where Emily is? I've been trying to look for her since we've finished performing." He says. I let out a small laugh, I feel bad for the kid. He's being played.

He noticed I laugh and says, "What's so funny?" raising an eyebrow.

"The thing that's funny is that you're being played." I laugh once again.

"What do you mean?" His voice cracking at the end.

"Luke, you are being played. You're girlfriend, Emily? She's cheating on you at this moment with some random guy." I say bluntly.

"No she's not, she wouldn't." He says as he tenses up.

"Haha, cute. You're in denial." I want revenge for what he did earlier. I may be overeacting, but to be honest, I don't give a shit.

"She's not." His jaw tenses for a second "Perhaps, you're just jealous." He smirks.

Well, he is right. But I won't let him know that. "You wish."

"You are! You're jealous that I finally get a girl, you have a boyfriend, you shouldn't be jealous." Is he fucking serious right now?

"Well, I'm not and if you want to go check for yourself, go down the hall and open the door on the right." I say sweetly as he storms out.

I can't wait til he's running back.

*Luke.s P.O.V.*

She can't be cheating, I thought she really liked me? I think Katrina's lying. I approach the door on the right and brace myself for what I'm about to see. I grab the knob and turn it slowly. I see two firgures moving, the girls' moaning. Fuck. She was right.

I'm feeling so many emotions, mainly stupidity. "Emily?" I yell in anger.

"Luke! I can explain!" She shreiks and she stands up. She fucking topless, in only her under wear and bra.

"Fuck you, I thought you actually loved me. Save your bullshit. Bye you slut." I turn to the guy "Bro, hope you don't get herpes from this slut." I storm out.

She was right. Damn, do I go back to her or no? I feel the tears rushing down my face as I walk into the room Katrina's in. She's staring at her phone, and she lifts her head and she shoots me a pity smile.

"I'm sorry, you were right." I say as I turn my head to face her.

"Sorry to say this, but I told you so."

My tears are some what gone, there's awkward tension for a while. I break the silence, saying "Why did you care?"

"Psh, I don't care." She said, ouch. I'll play it cool, make her get jealous.

"Are you sure? I saw how angry you got when I dedicated the song to Emily." I smirk, revenge is sweet.

"I wasn't fucking jealous." She says nervously, she was jealous.

"Are you sure? If I kissed another girl, you wouldn't be mad?" I said as innocent;y as I can to piss her off.

"No," She pauses "I wouldn't."

"What if that girl was you?" I whisper into her ear, I think the achohol is taking over my system. Should I go in for it?

"Uh," I cut her off by kissing her. Nope, I'm completely sober. It's like the music is drowned out, and I don't hear anything else other than our hearts beating at the same exact time. She's kissing me back, so she can't blame me for this.

I pull away as soon as I remember about Calum. Her face seems confused, "Shit, I'm sorry. Fuck. Shouldn't have done that." I say walking out the room. I need to clear my mind. I feel so bad for kissing her while she's dating Calum. He's probably never going to forgive me. But I can't tell him, I'll seem like a dick. I walk back into the room and I quickly say, "Please don't hide this from Calum, I need you to tell him." I slam the door shut as I finish saying the last word.

I definitely screwed up today. Stupid feelings, stupid love.