Amnesia // Luke Hemmings

Chapter 28

*Luke's P.O.V.*

"What'd you say?" She blushes.

Oh shit, did I say that out loud? God damn, I meant to only say it in my head. "Oh, I said that I agree with you. Although that gay couple was pretty adorable." I basically save myself.

"Oh." She says disappointed, well I can't be attracted to someone I don't know!

It's so bad, but I love it so much. I feel this rush, sitting next to her gives me these butterflies and I don't know how to explain it. It's like a first love, and I can't get my head straight. After all, I do have amnesia. I mean, I feel like we had something before, by the way she reacted in the hospital, I'm sure we have. Maybe we can become friends, and we can move on from there.

I don't really want to rush in to anything, not matter how beautiful and nice she is, I can't. It won't be good for me. Hopefully, if I hang out with her, some memories will spark in my brain. But, good things don't always happen? I just wish I could remember everything, but I guess I can't.

After we finish watching the first season, we both decide to go to sleep. I, for one, am very tired from watching everything that went down in the murder house! Like that psychotic girl who was obsessed with Violet's Dad was crazy! I just wanted to sleep now.

Somehow, we managed both to sleep to whole way to London, which is quite surprising. This adds to my feelings to her, she's not a typical girl. As I open my eyes and look towards her, I happen to notice we've ended up cuddling. I'm not going to say anything because I actually like this. But, I'm not sure how she's going to react to this, but I don't mind, she's so beautiful. I literally can't even.

She shortly wakes up after a few minutes of me staring at her, and as soon as she does, her eyes widen and she starts blushing.

"I'm sorry." She quickly pulls away from me.

"It's fine, I didn't mind it at all." I wink, causing her to blush again. It's cute how awkward she gets, she's kind of like me.

We grab all of our things and hop off the plane, into the airport. As soon as we began walking out, we're surrounded by tons of fan girls. What? I thought we only had fans in Australia! There's about thirty to forty people here, so the boys and I spend about thirty minutes taking pictures with our fans. I mean, we should, they've probably waited for us for some time now.

We got some really cool things, like this girl gave my this cute penguin, it's so adorable. Penguins are literally the best. Other people gave us their user names to follow, we'll definitely follow them once we get wifi.

"I'm so hungry." Michael groans.

"You're always hungry." Mayra replies to him, everyone laughs.

"Hey," He playfully nudges her, I think they're a really cute couple, I wish I could be like that with Katrina.

"Look, Michael!" Ashton points "There's a Starbucks right there, let's grab a drink then we can go get maccas two shops down from it, okay?"

"Yay!" Michael happily runs into Starbucks, everyone else also walking in.

As everyone orders, I didn't really know what to get so I just this random caramel frappuccino. I hope it's good.

"Caramel Frap." The barista yells as I stand up to go get it.

As I reach out my hand, I come in contact with someone else. "Oops." I say, hoping I didn't anger them.

"It's fine," A girl replies as she reaches for the Starbucks drink in back of mine "Hi, my name's Acacia." She sticks her hand out to shake mines.

"I'm Luke." I smile, this is semi-awkward.

"Nice to meet you, we should hang out some time." She hands me her number.

"Oh, okay. Sounds fun, bye." I walk away, shoving the number in my pocket, quickly forgetting about it as I walk back to our table.

"Hey guys, let's go get maccas now so Michael can finally eat, and we don't have to listen to his complaining anymore." I laugh as we all stand to go eat something at maccas.

Once we finish our food, which took a few hours since we ate so much food and kept talking, we head to the hotel before playing our first ever gig at the O2 Arena. It seats over twenty thousand people! That's so insane! Literally the only thing I remember after my incident, is basically the songs we've performed and how to play guitar. I also remember fragments of out practices and that's basically it.

But even with amnesia, I know this is all surreal and I can't be any happier. As we get into our rooms, the guys are with guys, and the girls are with girls. We only have two beds, so two us sleep in one. The girls are lucky since they get their own beds, I'd rather not share a bed with Calum, because he's the cuddling type.

I take off my pants, and a piece of paper falls out, what? I pick it up, and I remember it was that girl who tried flirting with me, I guess? I mean it's no harm to be friends with her, I wouldn't want to date her because my eyes are set on Katrina, not her. I pull out my phone and I send a quick text, saying a simple hello and that I was Luke.

I'm tired, again, from eating. I began to drift into sleep, dreaming once about Katrina. I just can't seem to get her out of my head no matter what I do! I think I should make my move soon, I mean in London, there could be potential boys she could fall in love with and forget about me. I can't let that happen, plus I really want to be with her, I mean who wouldn't?

But something weird happens, in this dream, there's this photograph. It;'s not just any photograph, it's one of me and Katrina? That's weird, I still can't remember her in my past, I know she was, but I just can't remember. This picture is kind of old, and that makes me kind of happy to know that we;ve been together longer.

I need to make my move fast, I don't want her to slip away from me. I honestly don't care if I'm moving too fast, I need her. Something about her, it just makes me feel whole, like nothing bad could ever happen, like she's just so, wow. She genuinely makes me happy. After my thoughts and dreams about her. I've decided on something.

I will make my move, and I will win her back, even if I never lost her.

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